Tuesday was a day like any other. I was awoken a tad early by my husband. I assumed he wanted to spend some time with me before heading off to work. And yet, for the next hour, maybe more, I had the joy of staring at the back of his head, as he was (...you guessed it...) playing video-games. I can't... Read More
Oh god honey. I'm so sorry for you but I also sympathise with you as things for richardt and I are generally also going from bad to worse to utter rubbish. I'm always up for a chat if you need it or just to listen to you vent (coz I know how that can help)
Spent most of my afternoon in the ER. The doctors are always stumped when I bring them my weird problems. Todays was an interesting story. Friday night before bed, I noticed that one of my stretch-marks on my thigh was really red, as if it had just stretched. I tried to ignore it. It didn't hurt or anything. Saturday afternoon, it begins to get very... Read More
Oh, hun i hope your ok, please don fall apart, i need to see you soon for a fun weekend out!!!
I would love to sit your kids but im back at work this week so wouldnt make it!!! Pole dancin sounds fun though!!!!
Every have one of those days when you just can't stop crying?
Early this afternoon, I got an email from the man who destroyed me. a man who I am admittedly still in love with. A real apology from him for all of the pain he has caused me over the last 2 years. I blogged here earlier today, just after reading it, and it... Read More
Thats not been a good day, hope that you feel better soon, wish i could be there with you.
Thats some of the problem wit family you dont always see the truth about close family because you are so close to them.
Remember im here fror you to talk to.
Hope you are ok and i hope to see you again soon.
Well, I'm back from my DISASTER of a trip.
Here's the short story.
As if 8 flights in 12 days weren't bad enough, I got sick on the first day of my trip. Then my husband. Then all 3 of my kids. On the trip back to England, my youngest started throwing up and had a high temperature. I've had a migraine-level headache for the... Read More
I'm leaving on vacation tomorrow. I'll be in the states for about 2 weeks, and I'm not sure how much I'll be online. I'm shooting at least one set while I'm in Nevada, so keep your fingers crossed for me.
I just dyed my hair black. No pictures, as my camera is packed for the trip, but I'll definately show it off when I get... Read More
Have an amazing time hun, i wish i was coming with you, i could do with a break from the uk.
Enjoy yourself and try to not get too stresed with family stuff. xxxxxx
My weekend with Lilandra and Torgaddon was great. Not many pictures though because I was disorganized and a bit silly. Sunday morning we pulled out the role-playing books and got down and dirty with D&D. I nearly died. Torgaddon did, but we resurrected him.
Next time they come over we are going to need a sitter for all of the kids! Between mine, my friend... Read More
Leaving in one week on vacation. I've already got the kids mostly packed. I am really looking forward to a few days where I can just drop them with my grandparents and run! It's just too bad I can't drop my husband off too.
I've been going through a lot lately. Emotions playing hackey-sack with my brain. Brains playing ping-pong with my emotions. I'm quite... Read More
Okay, Here's the deal with my quarter-life crisis...
I have always been a certain kind of person. A SPONGE. I didn't have any real personality of my own. I just did what everyone else did, believed how everyone else believed and acted how my friends acted. It's all part of having Borderline Personality Disorder. Most people with the disorder are clingy and get bored with... Read More
Okay, I'm watching a documentary on Munchausen syndrome, and it's really freaking me out.... I think that I was abused by my grandmother...
Seriously, this is really fucking long, and is nothing but me ranting and rambling on about my life and how much I'm worried and scared. If you don't read it, I will NOT be upset. lol
You have gone through a hell of alot in your short life so far and even though i don't really know you, you seem like a beautiful person to me, so it makes me believe you ar stronger than they ever gave you credit for. Just keep up that spirit!!!!!
It's just too bad I can't drop my husband off too. 
