Why doesn't the modeling industry have a simple way in. I mean like ... you go to an audition or an interview, you fill out applications and a resum, you work from the ground up and gain the experience/ knowledge/ body-of-work needed to go further........
But no... nowadays, model-scouting is almost strictly done online. Therefore the percentage of assholes, whack-jobs and loonies is multiplied tenfold....
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But no... nowadays, model-scouting is almost strictly done online. Therefore the percentage of assholes, whack-jobs and loonies is multiplied tenfold....
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synyster_uk:
I have been trying to sign up on second life for ages but the site always seems to be down.
semiretiredpunk:
I say ignore the stretch marks and leave the tattoos. And do the porn thing on here for fun if you feel like it, not to break into modeling. Unless you just want to. Someone's bound to not care. Or not. I don't. Good luck with that. I've never seen Second Life, except on tv. I've thought about getting WoW.
Been a while since my last blog. Time to fill you in.
My daughter Luna is now 4. My son Zen will be 3 this coming Sunday.
My little circle of friends has had some rather interesting Drama. Not anything I haven't seen before mind you, but for them it's all tragic.
My friend Amber is kinda the "mommy" of the group, and when someone...
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My daughter Luna is now 4. My son Zen will be 3 this coming Sunday.
My little circle of friends has had some rather interesting Drama. Not anything I haven't seen before mind you, but for them it's all tragic.
My friend Amber is kinda the "mommy" of the group, and when someone...
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wyldewolfe:
hope things work out
billytheseal:
that's a hell of a blog, and seems like a hell of a problem. no wonder you haven't been able to blog for a while. hope you're able to sort it out soon.
Well, I'm just getting over being dreadfully ill. Food poisoning or a stomach-flu or something. Not just me either. All of my kids, and even Crash, who never gets sick.
I've got a "tentative" job offer from an agent/scout with Elite Models, NY. It may mean moving to New York, but this agent seems to be willing to pay for me to get a tummy-tuck...
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I've got a "tentative" job offer from an agent/scout with Elite Models, NY. It may mean moving to New York, but this agent seems to be willing to pay for me to get a tummy-tuck...
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billytheseal:
well done on the modeling job. and you'll be moving to new york....wow. all my best for the future.
vhott:
OMG!! I HAVENT SEEN YOU IN FOREVER! GLAD YOUR FEELING BETTER!!!
XOXOXOXOXOXO
VHOTT
XOXOXOXOXOXO
VHOTT
Happy New Year!
Well, my party turned out good... if by good you mean that everyone drank way too much booze and their clothes got lost that is.
New Years Resolutions... I want to hear them people!
Mine aren't that interesting I guess.
I'd like to get into better shape.
I'd like to budget my finances better, so I can afford a nice home when...
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Well, my party turned out good... if by good you mean that everyone drank way too much booze and their clothes got lost that is.
New Years Resolutions... I want to hear them people!
Mine aren't that interesting I guess.
I'd like to get into better shape.
I'd like to budget my finances better, so I can afford a nice home when...
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torgaddon:
Sounds like you had a great time, wish i could have been there.
Good luck with your resolutions and i hope to finally get to meet up with you again soon.
Good luck with your resolutions and i hope to finally get to meet up with you again soon.
lilandra:
Happy new year hun, glad your party went well, i want to come visit you soon, christmas is out of the way, which is good, and will i lose my clothes too?
New cel-phone. The old one was, well... old.
Computer is acting a little better. Hard to tell with how little time I've got to spend here the last couple of days though.
Looking forward to having friends over tomorrow. But shit hit the fan at Crash's job and he's been called in. That means I have to get up at 6am tomorrow. *le sigh*
Christmas...
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Computer is acting a little better. Hard to tell with how little time I've got to spend here the last couple of days though.
Looking forward to having friends over tomorrow. But shit hit the fan at Crash's job and he's been called in. That means I have to get up at 6am tomorrow. *le sigh*
Christmas...
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xx_river_xx:
Marry?..... with an "A" .....
Other things on the brain T?
LMAO
(PS: sorry for being a grammar Nazi
)
Other things on the brain T?
LMAO
(PS: sorry for being a grammar Nazi
)
lilandra:
Hello hun, so so sorry didnt make it over last weekend, i was so ill it was ridiculous, dont think i have been sick like that since i was a kid. xxx
Lets sort something out for the new yr, we miss you and really want to come over for some drinking and games. xxxx
xx
Lets sort something out for the new yr, we miss you and really want to come over for some drinking and games. xxxx
xx
My computer is still being a whore.
But at least I am optimistic about Christmas. I really don't have much in the way of enthusiasm yet though. Maybe it's these gorram mood-stabilizers. I dunno.
Looking forward to this weekend. Hopefully I'll have some time to actually get into the christmas spirit in time for the Christmas parties. Here's hoping.
But at least I am optimistic about Christmas. I really don't have much in the way of enthusiasm yet though. Maybe it's these gorram mood-stabilizers. I dunno.
Looking forward to this weekend. Hopefully I'll have some time to actually get into the christmas spirit in time for the Christmas parties. Here's hoping.
torgaddon:
Hey glad to hear that your back, and hope that you do enjoy your christmas. 
wyldewolfe:
glad you back
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas
Computer fixed! Well, at least I think it's fixed. Crash keeps fiddling with it and finding more things he "needs to fix". lol
This weekend is going to be fun. I'm going to an SCA Yule-Ball. Technically it starts tonight, but I would rather get up at 9 tomorrow instead of 4:30am. So I'm not going to tonight's events. Tomorrow however, I get to dress...
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This weekend is going to be fun. I'm going to an SCA Yule-Ball. Technically it starts tonight, but I would rather get up at 9 tomorrow instead of 4:30am. So I'm not going to tonight's events. Tomorrow however, I get to dress...
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torgaddon:
Hey, hope your weekend went really well and you had lots of fun. Hope that you sort out something with the fact that you do everything for all of the holidays and yet get nothing in returndoesnt sound like a good trade.
Hope your christmas party goes the way you want it andthat you have lots of fun.
Look forward to seeing you soon.
Hope your christmas party goes the way you want it andthat you have lots of fun.
Look forward to seeing you soon.
lilandra:
i hope you had a good weekend, it sucks you not appriciated hun, you need to tell him these things if you havent already, we will come see you soon and do something for christmas!!
You do have a rght to be pissy about it hun i would be!
miss you!!!
You do have a rght to be pissy about it hun i would be!
miss you!!!
Sorry it's been so long since my last post. My computer got hit with a nasty virus. Doesn't shock me. Seems there's more viruses than computers nowadays. lol
Right now I'm actually using a friend's computer while mine is getting fixed. I should have it back next week sometime. *fingers-crossed*
Right now I'm actually using a friend's computer while mine is getting fixed. I should have it back next week sometime. *fingers-crossed*
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semiretiredpunk:
Viruses are lame. I missed you too.
synyster_uk:
Hope you get your PC fixed soon x
Sorry all. I haven't been spending much time on SG lately. I've just got too much on my plate at the moment.
3 kids in diapers, and everything that goes along with having small children in the house
Many Dr. appointments, but that is typical.
I have started my christmas shopping finally. I have one present each for my children, and that's all.
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3 kids in diapers, and everything that goes along with having small children in the house
Many Dr. appointments, but that is typical.
I have started my christmas shopping finally. I have one present each for my children, and that's all.
After next...
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torgaddon:
Congratulations on the weight loss!
Dont worry about not being on sg much you have more than enough to deal with, with those 3.
Hope to see you soon.
Dont worry about not being on sg much you have more than enough to deal with, with those 3.
Hope to see you soon.
lilandra:
Congratulations on the wieght loss im so pleased for you, well done.
I cazn twait to come see you again, its been far too long!!
I cazn twait to come see you again, its been far too long!!
Existentialism: making yourself depressed on purpose!
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xx_river_xx:
Definition for existentialism...
The study of, or search for, meaning in one's existence, or existence as a whole. Also a modern idealism brought about in the mid 1960s, whereby people are made to feel insignificant, lacking of purpose or socially un-acceptable through a process of over-analizing their own rejections and defeats.
Personally, I find that existence as a whole can be both beautiful and painful simultaneously. But at the moment, and for the last few years, my own life has been more pain and emptiness than beauty and fulfillment. Ergo my cycle of hiddeous depression.
(That, and on Sims 2: University, it's one of the semester course-studies in philosophy.)
The study of, or search for, meaning in one's existence, or existence as a whole. Also a modern idealism brought about in the mid 1960s, whereby people are made to feel insignificant, lacking of purpose or socially un-acceptable through a process of over-analizing their own rejections and defeats.
Personally, I find that existence as a whole can be both beautiful and painful simultaneously. But at the moment, and for the last few years, my own life has been more pain and emptiness than beauty and fulfillment. Ergo my cycle of hiddeous depression.
(That, and on Sims 2: University, it's one of the semester course-studies in philosophy.)
lilandra:
Hey hun,
Havent got a clue but imjust depressed regardless, b ut im working on it now, why dont we meet in cambridge for a coffee one day!!!
Havent got a clue but imjust depressed regardless, b ut im working on it now, why dont we meet in cambridge for a coffee one day!!!