I'm leaving on vacation tomorrow. I'll be in the states for about 2 weeks, and I'm not sure how much I'll be online. I'm shooting at least one set while I'm in Nevada, so keep your fingers crossed for me.
I just dyed my hair black. No pictures, as my camera is packed for the trip, but I'll definately show it off when I get... Read More
Have an amazing time hun, i wish i was coming with you, i could do with a break from the uk.
Enjoy yourself and try to not get too stresed with family stuff. xxxxxx
My weekend with Lilandra and Torgaddon was great. Not many pictures though because I was disorganized and a bit silly. Sunday morning we pulled out the role-playing books and got down and dirty with D&D. I nearly died. Torgaddon did, but we resurrected him.
Next time they come over we are going to need a sitter for all of the kids! Between mine, my friend... Read More
Leaving in one week on vacation. I've already got the kids mostly packed. I am really looking forward to a few days where I can just drop them with my grandparents and run! It's just too bad I can't drop my husband off too.
I've been going through a lot lately. Emotions playing hackey-sack with my brain. Brains playing ping-pong with my emotions. I'm quite... Read More
Okay, Here's the deal with my quarter-life crisis...
I have always been a certain kind of person. A SPONGE. I didn't have any real personality of my own. I just did what everyone else did, believed how everyone else believed and acted how my friends acted. It's all part of having Borderline Personality Disorder. Most people with the disorder are clingy and get bored with... Read More
Okay, I'm watching a documentary on Munchausen syndrome, and it's really freaking me out.... I think that I was abused by my grandmother...
Seriously, this is really fucking long, and is nothing but me ranting and rambling on about my life and how much I'm worried and scared. If you don't read it, I will NOT be upset. lol
You have gone through a hell of alot in your short life so far and even though i don't really know you, you seem like a beautiful person to me, so it makes me believe you ar stronger than they ever gave you credit for. Just keep up that spirit!!!!!
Has anyone else noticed that the vivid imaginations we had when we were younger, deminishes vastly when we get out in the "real world" and start having responsibilities? I swear, I had an imaginary friend until I was 19. More of an imaginary plaything... But now that I am all growed-up, I can't even begin to fantasize without every single noise or feeling, breaking my... Read More
I have been in that same position and I know how's it's like life gives you a slap in the face, going through disappointments and rejection, talk about joyless. Anything keeps me happy is painting and drawing, anything else while dealing stress. Pretty soon, my life will not be joyless and will start a new life in Atlanta!
I think you'll be happy in Arizona, all you need is new scenery to lift up your spirits. Keep your chip, hon.
Okay,
After watching several episodes of Firefly yesterday, I think I've already got a dozen outfits that would work for River. Problem still lies with my hair. It's really REALLY short. I've got some dreads that I can add to the longer part of my hair, and my bangs are long enough, but it's not going to look anything like River's hair for the set,... Read More
Not too much to report.
Which I suppose is a good thing.
I finally got that stupid affadavit signed for my friend Chris (the one who's getting divorced from a psycho-slut who abused their kids). He asked me to write it weeks ago, and it's taken me this long just to get a whole hour where I could go to the legal office without my... Read More
No, this is a different guy. He's got 2 awesome kids, and his ex-wife accused me of having an affair with him. (I mean, he's cute, but not my type mentally)... She even had the crazy-audacity to say that I called her and confessed everything. wtf? I got his affadavit to him last night, and he called me later crying of happiness. I'm on the list of folks who will be called to give a telephone-testimony. lol. All I said was that his evil ex-wife kept trying to fuck me, I saw her beat her kids, and that he's a great dad. So, his custody case should be a breeze.
I am sure you will find everything you need! We can't wait to see the shot!! What dress are you trying to replicate? The one from the movie? I do alot of costumes and may know of some places you could check out!
Meh... I'm pretending it isn't happening.
Pulling a blanket over my head and saying "Neener Neener... you can't see me!"
At least until I have my biopsy done.
I need a break. I keep saying that though. For the last 2 years, I've needed a break. Even when I'm on vacation or have the kids at a sitter's place... I never feel like I get... Read More
My set needs more votes! (And thanks Lilandra, but I don't think 300 from one person counts. lol)
Here's the link for ya River - Stairs & Stripes. Okay, enough spam for today.....
I had some tests run at my hospital, and I've got some bad news. ... my last pap smear came out abnormal. I have HPV. I'm on the verge... Read More
I want to move to the south, like Mississippi or Alabama, but my husband says no because "it's the bible-belt and they won't lke you there with all of your piercings and wild hair"... o_0
One of the reasons is for the outrageously sexy southern belle accent I want to perfect, so yeah, that's a superficial reason, but we're moving for free next year to... Read More
It's just too bad I can't drop my husband off too. 
I got his affadavit to him last night, and he called me later crying of happiness. I'm on the list of folks who will be called to give a telephone-testimony. lol. All I said was that his evil ex-wife kept trying to fuck me, I saw her beat her kids, and that he's a great dad. So, his custody case should be a breeze. 
Enjoy yourself and try to not get too stresed with family stuff. xxxxxx