xspazzx

random ass rhymes an ill flows


LOVE IS PASSION LOVE IS REASON..LOVE KILLS AND BRINGS ILL TREASON
lights are out
and yet you still feel surrounded by guilt
your life bleeds with sin..on a life sewn quilt
your life seems out of balance..like a man on stilts
breathe....

prepare for the worst..or expect for the best?
either way..the guilt lies beneath your chest..
heed forth an confess
for today is today an tommorow may never come..
father..forgive me..ive failed you as a son..
ive fallen short..and want to see again..
guide me to light..be more than a friend
for i fear not death..neither the end
let me bleed..for all the right reasons..
stand tall..capture the crown...
as the world lives in treason..
for your love is pure..sheds light on lost hope
the reason i live..and why my dreams still float..
i love you


ANOTHER ONE ABOUT SELF CONCEALMENT

lets be fakes..
lets be something were not
lets put on a shit load of makeup and think that were hot
lets sag our pants..and say that were hood
lets buy exspensive ass shit..thinking it makes us look good
lets hang with the cool kids
even tho they dont care
lets put cool ass exstensions in our lame hair
lets blast the latest cd..in our brand new car..
yeah the one mom n dad bought..
we cant drive far
lets go clubbn even tho we cant drink
lets listen to the latest rumor..cloud our minds..so we cant even think
lets gossip on aim..and talk a bunch of shit
lets run our pussy ass mouths..till we get hit
lets smoke some weed..and get really high
c average kid..yeah im just gettn by
lets have sex..and pop out some kids
then argue with the baby mama on who has dibs
lets move out when were 18 and think we can roll on our own
3 days later u pussed out..moving back home
so yeah lets be fakes..nah think for yourself faggot for goodness sakes

running an running..wondering when will it end
lies..and deciet..you thought you had friends..
screaming an screaming..at the top of your lungs..
wishing you could end it all..with the blast of a gun..
yeah it would be nice..an probably fun
but you aint got the guts..so move on..cuz life aint done
your hands are bloody, conscience a mess
should i turn myself in...an maybe confess
or keep running and never turn back
minds a mess..all goes black
pop a pill..make your mind at ease
make the pain shatter...make it all cease
if only she listend..and shut the fuck up
then maybe i wouldnt have sent..that bullet..straight to her gut
2 birds..down with one stone..
she hollared an screamed..an crawled to the phone
i said...never..and shot her again..
you said you loved me..more than jus friends
lying ass bitch...you think im dumb..
your thoughts are weak...like flavorless gum
you had to fuck..so i reached for my gun
i love you..nah..i just love my son
sorry it had to end this way...i hope you had fun
fucked up..just like a picasso face
searching for my next hiding place
wonder who will win..this never endin race
i can ask for forgiveness..but times run out
real men dont cry..only lil boys pout
bitch dont judge..u dont know me..
or wtf im about
so i get on my knees..look to the sky..an shout
the time has come..it ends today..
i wonder how many will show..and what they will say
feel the steel to my temp..
one chance..single attempt
pull the trigger..blast to my head...
5 seconds left..till im finally dead..
pool of red...
fuck life..its a game of chutes an ladders..
we all have our ups an downs..
how will yours end..
nobody knows..but keep your feet on the ground..
last breathe taken...silence...no sound