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a torrent of dreams ...

being snowed in at a mountain lodge with a woman. falling in love. she's sad and looks at me like i should know her. she reminds me of other lovers when i look at her from behind. i recognize things on the walls. dates. i realize i've loved her from many lives before.

a kaleidoscope of animals and nature surrounding...
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i wish i was a minimalist.

portland is my new favourite thing.

( to be cont.)

last night i was smuggling powder through an airport.
i was wearing a tshirt with a bomb printed on it.
it drew more attention that i would have liked.
i was chased by a security guard that looked like a 14 year old phillipino boy who had been my manager once.
i ran to an impossibly long flight of stairs and slid the whole way...
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(5) Amon, or Aamon, is a great and mightie marques, and commeth abroad in the likenes of a woolfe, having a serpents taile, <spetting out and breathing> [vomiting] flames of fier; when he putteth on the shape of a man, he sheweth out dogs teeth, and a great head like to a mightie <raven> [night hawk]; he is the strongest prince of all other, and...
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dreaming of secret rooms and passages again.
little men i can't see under my house.
how to kill them.

holiday moving along nicely...

i just woke up from 15 hours of sleep. i needed it apparently.
then i woke up to sex chat that wasn't intended for me. dammit!

now i begin a 17 day stretch of "no going to work".
hah! hurray for me!

yesterday i stopped by my folks house to catch up on everything.

my grandfather died recently and they just got back from the funeral and all that. then they had to put my dog down and buried him on the property.
it has been a shit couple weeks for everyone.

it's odd to have more feelings about your dog dying than your grandfather but that...
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