xenofobia

The weather is perfect today. All i need now is a definite "go" from my photographer and get dressed! Waha i'm actually slightly nervous.

just a little update to let y'all know i'm still alive.
If the weather stays well i'll be shooting my set on sunday-evening woohoo! Because i thought the place where i wanted to shoot my very first idea would be impossible to arrannge i thought of something else... now the first one will probably go through as well,..with a little lie though....

The guy who i wanted to ask to shoot my set appears to be in new zealand for the next 3 months to photograph the landscape..... nice for him but not for me. I'm seriously stuck without a photographer.
I don't want to ask a random friend to shoot the set since most of them don't know a thing about photography or creating an image....
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My boss decided i'm not gonna work at the tori amos show tomorrow because i can't work during most workdays because college and work at the same time doesn't really work.....
I DON'T HAVE CLASSES ON SATURDAY! NOBODY IN HOLLAND DOES!!
If i wouldn't have to work at the tori amos show i would have bought a ticket... now it's too late to buy a...
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When i send someone an email i want an answer NOW! Not later, tomorrow or when hell freezes over but now!!
Impatient?? Me??

I think i decided for a theme on my photoshoot.
Over a year ago we got this chair from a friend who we helped moving to her new place. The chair was really old and she didn't have any use for it.
Michel stripped it completely. There's nothing left of it now but the wooden frame. We were intending to redecorate it but never got...
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I guess i gotta take out my nipple piercing. When i looked in the mirror yesterday i noticed that the pierced nipple is about twice the size of the not pierced one... i feel sad about taking it out and would want to leave it in at least till after my photoshoot but having two different sized nipples just looks too odd.
I'll have it...
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yay, i got accepted as a sg yesterday :-D Not my shoot, just me,..i still have to do a shoot with enough pics in it. so while i'm waiting for a huge bruise on my leg to go away i can think of a good location/scenario for my shoot.
I'm seriously prefering some out door thing or some other place than my own home, but...
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Since i haven't figured out yet how to reply to a comment here's to snottlebocket's comment on my previous post:

They do indeed test those medicines on healthy volunteers to find the nasty side effects you really don't want to find out about by testing them on yourself. The point is: i need the money, i also need to study for the rehearings i'm having...
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A while ago i decided that participating in farmacological research as a test person (or so to say "human labrat") would be a usefull way to spend my summer, since it enables me to get some money and study for the rehearings i have in university in august.
Today the company that does the research sent me some information and i got scared. I really...
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First update?? I thought i already wrote something before.... i wonder where that text went.
I decided to take a day off from college today, but i woke up to the sound of my neighbor drilling holes in his wall ( or so i suppose)

I've been thinking about applying to this site as a model lately. I don't have too many moral issues with...
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