Yesterday i spoke about my mental health and said I will try my best to go on stream for when my new set comes out
Unfortunately with how I have been feeling all day, all the panic attacks and self destructive behaviour as well as low moods, I think I will sit this one out.
Ive never not been active here around the time my sets went live before but unfortunately I just cant force myself.
Socialising is too difficult for me right now and smiling.
Ive tried recently to hype myself up, get into the right mindset but its not working.
Im really sorry you guys
This community is very important to me and I feel like Im letting everyone down when Im not active on here, I feel rude
Dont really know what else to say but that Im hoping my mental health takes a different turns and when/if it does, Ill come back here
