ok so im back from my first midwife appointment, and it went ok.
i feel so releaved, and i asked her about if my self harm past would be a problem, and she said not at all, that i should be proud of myself for resisting for so long, and she also said that the fact that i havnt had help for it, and have battled it alone and havnt done it in a long while she said that works for me rather than against me so im super releaved about that.
i shuold be getting my scan appointment soon.
she had to take blood for various tests, but cos im overweight i had to be tested for diabetes which im dreading. ill find out in a week or so, she said if i dont hear anything, then there isnt a problem.
okies....im done....i just wanted to share that i survived!
i feel so releaved, and i asked her about if my self harm past would be a problem, and she said not at all, that i should be proud of myself for resisting for so long, and she also said that the fact that i havnt had help for it, and have battled it alone and havnt done it in a long while she said that works for me rather than against me so im super releaved about that.
i shuold be getting my scan appointment soon.
she had to take blood for various tests, but cos im overweight i had to be tested for diabetes which im dreading. ill find out in a week or so, she said if i dont hear anything, then there isnt a problem.
okies....im done....i just wanted to share that i survived!
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I just cant wait until Im back in the UK and dont have to deal with it here again. We plan on buying our own place as soon as possible once we are back