i'm feeling pretty down lately, and i don't know why. i'm feeling bad about myself, and super critical about everything and everyone. i got pissed off yesterday at work, just because someone else was finishing my job of cutting onions, and they weren't doing it right.
we got everything in the house turned on. but, my car died a couple days ago while we were helping our friend, katfireblade move the last of her stuff. it's most likely the timing belt...and i'm going to have to borrow more money to get that fixed. i think life is showing me right now, how much life can suck when you can't even buy a fucking soda or beer.
however, today, my grandma is bringing me the kids from north carolina...so at least i'll be spending time with them. if anyone would like to get together at the park with the kids or anything, that'd be awesome. my 5 year old needs to make some friends around here...and since i can't get her in daycare or anything...all she has is us.
had some fucked up dreams last night. frisked some naked guy against a wall...that was fun*grin*
we got everything in the house turned on. but, my car died a couple days ago while we were helping our friend, katfireblade move the last of her stuff. it's most likely the timing belt...and i'm going to have to borrow more money to get that fixed. i think life is showing me right now, how much life can suck when you can't even buy a fucking soda or beer.
however, today, my grandma is bringing me the kids from north carolina...so at least i'll be spending time with them. if anyone would like to get together at the park with the kids or anything, that'd be awesome. my 5 year old needs to make some friends around here...and since i can't get her in daycare or anything...all she has is us.
had some fucked up dreams last night. frisked some naked guy against a wall...that was fun*grin*