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Its been unforgivably long since I updated this. I cant really get this site where I am, it requires DSL or cable, and I'm in an area where DSL and cable arent even offered. Which means coming here usually locks my computer as it tres to load. I'm cancelling my account here until such time as I can enjoy it again.

So long and thanks...
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bcguitar33:
Come back soon, ok?
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Okay, so today I have the best dentist appointment evah.

No shit.

Her name was Dr Platte, she wasnt all that much older than me, was cute and perky and had never had real tooth pain in her life. She also didnt get upset or all stern when I saw the needles and panicked so bad I was shaking and crying, and neither did any...
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Please, if you read no other posts on my journal, read this one. Please don't just scroll or skim past.

I've decided to do something, something terribly important.

There is a project underway called Operation Freefall, and the flat basics is that its a fundraiser for organizations such as SOAR and RAINN to help stop sexual violence, and to offer services to those who...
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By the time most of you read this, I'll already be gone. I will have fled the state, nothing but exhaust fumes trailing behind me. I dont know when I'll come back. Aside from picking up some items and unloading a storage bin, I dont even know *IF* I will.

I've made a lot of GOOd friends here, people I have been proud to have...
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ninadelamorte:
*psst*

have you heard about this group?

members since 2004
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AAAUUUGGGHHH!!!!!!

I DONT want to know about my brother's DICK SIZE!!!

AAAUUUGGGHHH!!!!!!

eeek eeek eeek eeek eeek
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Fuck, my clutch is dying.
andreaandrea:
I think the virtue comes from doing your best to see a situation through and even if it doesn't turn out like you want you can say you did what you thought was right (at that time) and to the best of your abilities. And, after it's over - it's over, move on. And, you can't really control how other family members think or react.
Sorry, You hit an in-law- family nerve. surreal
have fun at the girls nite.....
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buzzhum:
Well..if your clutch is still with you, and you want to come to our New Years ever party....

http://www.evite.com/pages/invite/viewInvite.jsp?event=GSNFOSOJOWBDMSNNKZGA

It'll run late late.
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Travel will be my buzzword starting the 23rd. I'm running to Florida for my last-ever family get together (at least for the year, maybe longer), and then I'm running away from home. Not that this is any longer home, and maybe never was.

I've worked very hard the last couple years to not run away from things, but instead see them through, only to realize...
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So here I sit in leather and fishnets and high heeled shoes. I'm actually almost ready to embark on grand adventures later this eve, but for now my grand adventure consists of...Zork. Yes, I am geeking out in front of a text computer adventure and drawing little maps and logging clues and looking all intellectual while listening to industrial and 80's rock and wearing garters...
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nado:
Sounds like a cool afternoon to me. Especially since I am cleaning the bathroom, vacuuming the floors, planning meals for next week and waiting for the rain to end.
notquitesomebody:
Yes, in fact I do wish I had such a geek girl. Cute profile pic, by the way.
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The question has come up as to why I'm leaving roller derby. Even those people who barely know me knew how much I loved the sport. Its funny, I honestly think almost complete strangers understand how I feel better than I think most of the League did. Its like a disease you cant shake, a wondrous addiction. But I am strong enough, if needs be,...
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holierthancow:
Total suckage.... I understang when something you do for fun brings you that much of a headeache it isn't nearly worth it.... you go girl smile
pstlapsecassiel:
I bumped into your profile by accident, somehow the site suggested it (I am brand new, so everything is a mystery).

Anyway, I began reading because I had attended a derby and really enjoyed it. I could not help but want to respond and let you know that I think that what you wrote was really touching. It is just odd how sometimes we just pour ourselves into something and all it gives back is a slap.

I cannot place a face to the girls I saw skate (bad with faces ad out of context), so I do not know if I ever saw you skate. All I can say is that, give your passion, it was really their loss.
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Dont look for me at the upcoming Championship Bout. I won't be there.

I'm no longer a Roller Girl.



And the lesson of the last couple years, kids?

Never, never, NEVER put anyone else ahead of yourself or your own needs. EVER.

Some lessons come hard.
alaspooryorick:
wow. that's out of the blue. especially given the way you sounded yesterday. sorry to hear it.
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The longer I stay in town, the more I think I should have taken the money and ran when I had the chance. I honestly dont know what I'm doing here anymore. I just wish it didnt increasingly seem that the only way out of my problems involved a gun, a mouth, and about 15 minutes undisturbed. *sigh* I have no intent on doing anything...
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alaspooryorick:
This girl participates in roller derby. Do you and/or Debra know her? blush

Thanks kiss
alaspooryorick:
Ooo, that would be awesome! I'll have to see if I can convince my brother to go along, though, since I'm not really supposed to be driving except to and from work.

blush
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The following was asked on a forum, and I took the time to jot down an answer. I wanted to record that answer somewhere, simply because I never realized I had thought that through so thoroughly before.

So now, did I think up this answer all on my own? Or was someone, somewhere, whispering it in my ear and guiding my hand? The world may...
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