I am so getting into the groove of my life. I love gazing at the lake at all times of the day as I make my way to and feom work with a shorter commute. side note: my entries will come more regularly and with better spelling with a new laptop! trying to do anything on a keyboard the size of, well smaller than your...
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Sunday is a good day. I love waking up in this place, it's just so peaceful. There seems like so many options to choose from. I should have went to the Import vs Domestic night at Milan Dragway. Instead I went to see my mom and cousin and the little kitten she "rescued" out of a crack house. The thing can only be 4 weeks...
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pica_pica:
I totally agree. I know there where dreams there last night. When I woke up I was originally like
"Wha!!? No Dreams?! You BASTARDS!"
Then about 10 minutes later, when I was pouring water into the back of the coffee machine, I had a vague flashback to something just out of reach.
It was definitely a dream that I'd had.
"oh. Sorry."
but no... not really a spike to my flatline yet.
I all dolled up though, and I got my keys in my pocket as I head towards my apartment door down to the Queen Elizabeth Theatre to go to an actual Rock & Roll Concert!
Hopefully I'll get a bit of a kick of inspiration from this evening....
Things in this part of the world... ?
hmmm.
I want to by layin in my old bed in my new room and be closing my eyes for the first time ever to the view of my new ceiling, drifting off to the new sounds.
"Wha!!? No Dreams?! You BASTARDS!"
Then about 10 minutes later, when I was pouring water into the back of the coffee machine, I had a vague flashback to something just out of reach.
It was definitely a dream that I'd had.
"oh. Sorry."
but no... not really a spike to my flatline yet.
I all dolled up though, and I got my keys in my pocket as I head towards my apartment door down to the Queen Elizabeth Theatre to go to an actual Rock & Roll Concert!
Hopefully I'll get a bit of a kick of inspiration from this evening....
Things in this part of the world... ?
hmmm.
I want to by layin in my old bed in my new room and be closing my eyes for the first time ever to the view of my new ceiling, drifting off to the new sounds.
pica_pica:
and yes. I should know by now when to use the word "where", and the word "were".
So as my mom is driving me to her house to drop her off so I can bring back her truck and pack it over night, she says the following: When I walk with my dog I wonder if because she has 4 legs if she is twice as tired or half as tired ? On a side note I can't believe the size of...
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metaleric:
Thanks. 
ironhalo:
it is indeed scary what we can be capable of.. but sometimes it can be a required driving force, afterall.. well behaved women rarely make history, right?? its a fine line between walking the edge and falling off the horse..
It's a beautiful day!
I didn't sell any cars!
When a customer that was test driving a WRX STi came back from a test drive, I told him, "Okay, now it's time for go for a ride in yours!"
I was half joking
He said,"Okay, you wanna drive?"
It was a Porsche Carrera.
It was a good day.
I didn't sell any cars!
When a customer that was test driving a WRX STi came back from a test drive, I told him, "Okay, now it's time for go for a ride in yours!"
I was half joking
He said,"Okay, you wanna drive?"
It was a Porsche Carrera.
It was a good day.
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pica_pica:
heh heh... yup.
miss you.
miss you.
pica_pica:
and I'm doin a bit of a double take. a double read. You can delete this if you want...
is "me too" too lame? Even if it's an attempt at being politically sensitive?
cuz i do.
is "me too" too lame? Even if it's an attempt at being politically sensitive?
cuz i do.
Must update.
I have pics on my camera to make my entries a little more spicy but oops... left the damn thing at work. I even looked at it with a blank stare before leaving work last night. Oh well.
I got LASIK eye surgery last week. I had to walk around with sunglasses on indoors and couldn't bear to look at a computer screen...
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I have pics on my camera to make my entries a little more spicy but oops... left the damn thing at work. I even looked at it with a blank stare before leaving work last night. Oh well.
I got LASIK eye surgery last week. I had to walk around with sunglasses on indoors and couldn't bear to look at a computer screen...
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pica_pica:
Thanks WTF.... I'll be ok I'm sure.
I already have an appointment for this coming thursday out a hospital here which is amazingly quick... I thought I would have to wait for 3 or 4 weeks to get through our line up of "free medical care"...
I can't imagine how much this would cost if I wasn't in Canada... but I'm glad I'm getting it taken care of. Looked at, anyways...
This is something I would have -- in the past -- let go for a while.... tried to ignore.... but this is just a bit too much for that ostrich approach.
maybe it's nothing... I've heard of something else called "exercise induced exersion headache" or something like that that has the same symptoms..... but not the same result....
who knows.
I already have an appointment for this coming thursday out a hospital here which is amazingly quick... I thought I would have to wait for 3 or 4 weeks to get through our line up of "free medical care"...
I can't imagine how much this would cost if I wasn't in Canada... but I'm glad I'm getting it taken care of. Looked at, anyways...
This is something I would have -- in the past -- let go for a while.... tried to ignore.... but this is just a bit too much for that ostrich approach.
maybe it's nothing... I've heard of something else called "exercise induced exersion headache" or something like that that has the same symptoms..... but not the same result....
who knows.
collapsingstar:
Thats awsome! you must be so happy to leave your glasses behind.
At no point is that selfish. Living your life for yourself is primary. It just is. Spreading joy and inspiration, and providing help to those in need is a function of enlightenment.
But enlightenment is only usefull to those in love with thier life. The point is that the happieness you spread can only ever be as deep as the joy you feel in giving it. If your well is feeling low then its your primary responcability to fill it first and above all other concerns.
At no point is that selfish. Living your life for yourself is primary. It just is. Spreading joy and inspiration, and providing help to those in need is a function of enlightenment.
But enlightenment is only usefull to those in love with thier life. The point is that the happieness you spread can only ever be as deep as the joy you feel in giving it. If your well is feeling low then its your primary responcability to fill it first and above all other concerns.
Wow, Quinne's set.
That's worthy of an update.
Lots of same shit different day type stuff. I don't update much because a lot of what I want to write is being peeped at over my shoulder. Total loss of privacy even though I didn't really are who the fuch read my entries before. Makes you take freedom of speech seriously.
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That's worthy of an update.
Lots of same shit different day type stuff. I don't update much because a lot of what I want to write is being peeped at over my shoulder. Total loss of privacy even though I didn't really are who the fuch read my entries before. Makes you take freedom of speech seriously.
Q: Which freedom would you...
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pica_pica:
It never dawned on me that a Quonset hut could be a completely canadian prairie thing. Then again, me being a completely canadian prairie thing would negate me knowing any better.
When I was a kid, EVERYBODY had a quonset.
ok, dammit.. I'm looking this up.
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Nope. not canadian at all. WWII thing, engineered near Quonset, Rhode Island.
http://www.uh.edu/engines/epi1278.htm
that pic in my journal, the big metal shack thing. That's the Quonset.
Are you back?
When I was a kid, EVERYBODY had a quonset.
ok, dammit.. I'm looking this up.
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Nope. not canadian at all. WWII thing, engineered near Quonset, Rhode Island.
http://www.uh.edu/engines/epi1278.htm
that pic in my journal, the big metal shack thing. That's the Quonset.
Are you back?
Why does it seem I have soooo many books to read when before the Holidays I had not a one.
Now I have:
The Hobbit
Lord of The Rings
The Power of Intention: Learning to Co-Create your world your way
List Yourself
And now I want:
Blink
And I want it soon because the author is coming to my town soon for a book signing...
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Now I have:
The Hobbit
Lord of The Rings
The Power of Intention: Learning to Co-Create your world your way
List Yourself
And now I want:
Blink
And I want it soon because the author is coming to my town soon for a book signing...
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swirlie:
watch the movies.
kundalini:
If you'd like to know more about the effects of tsunamis in the history of civilization i'd recommend Underworld by Graham Hancock. I know you already have a shit-load to read, and I defintely would read the Tolkien if I were you (He's my fave for about 50 different reasons.) I read a lot. If you ever want suggestions for reading material, good poetry, or anything like that, let me know... 
Tuesday I had to endure my second round of all day neuropsychological testing. It seems to take me some time to recover from these. At least it was only one day this time but the bad part is this was being requested by the defendant's lawyer. Even steven and all.
If it werent for dog sitting and physical therapy I wouldn't have left the house....
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deathhippie:
I think I swallowed a rhino more then a frog. The feeling of my nuts comming out through my nose might explain it a bit better..
Test are lame. Whats up with those answers? shouldn't it just be, False, sorta, True? Mostly true? Very true? WTF, what happened to yes that happend.
I don't believe the fuck didn't stop. People like that make me soooo fucking mad. Some deuche ran a stop sign and smashed the hell out of my car took off.. I still swear that if I see them I will bring the holy wrath down upon them. Don't care if I go to jail. Sometimes, its worth it.
Good luck with the lawsuit and those silly tests.. Don't let the lawyers crawl into your head to much.. They are the root of evil after all.
Test are lame. Whats up with those answers? shouldn't it just be, False, sorta, True? Mostly true? Very true? WTF, what happened to yes that happend.
I don't believe the fuck didn't stop. People like that make me soooo fucking mad. Some deuche ran a stop sign and smashed the hell out of my car took off.. I still swear that if I see them I will bring the holy wrath down upon them. Don't care if I go to jail. Sometimes, its worth it.
Good luck with the lawsuit and those silly tests.. Don't let the lawyers crawl into your head to much.. They are the root of evil after all.
tortor:
Oh my god, I can't believe you went through that. I know this is a dumb questions because it's not as if you're contacting us from beyond the grave, but were you okay? Wow, I feel so bad for you. 
Mmmmmm key lime pie. The weather really sucks. Cedar Pointe is cancelled. Maybe the next weekend. Have to clean up. Rented "The Butterfly Effect". I highly recommend it. It's a head trip. Okay this is old. All four word sentences.
I'm am so outta here.
better
I'm am so outta here.
better
deathhippie:
Mouthwatering is good in all senses that it can be used in. Nothing quite like having someone bite down just hard enough, or pull your hair just hard enough... I used to fight it.. then I realized,mmm good, its good to feel good..
ahah so this is REALLY out there. I haven't slept in 2 days. So I am going to go now before I say other very odd thigs.
bubye n' stuf.
ahah so this is REALLY out there. I haven't slept in 2 days. So I am going to go now before I say other very odd thigs.
bubye n' stuf.
deathhippie:
You bring up good points. I suppose its just the fear of adding new scars onto my heart. I never let it stop me before, why let it interfere now.
long live happiness, good sex, and vodka.. Or are those the same things?
once upon a midnight dreary
sat a boy who was weak and weary
in his mind he thought he must
because his body cried for lust
in his soul he knew he shouldn't
perhaps in reality he just couldn't
but he ponders the forks in the road
and looks back at the seeds he sowd
one is short and a promise for fun
one is long but has just begun
he can't decide which one take
once he starts there is no break
is there a path from one to the other
that does not involve fucking someone over?
long live happiness, good sex, and vodka.. Or are those the same things?
once upon a midnight dreary
sat a boy who was weak and weary
in his mind he thought he must
because his body cried for lust
in his soul he knew he shouldn't
perhaps in reality he just couldn't
but he ponders the forks in the road
and looks back at the seeds he sowd
one is short and a promise for fun
one is long but has just begun
he can't decide which one take
once he starts there is no break
is there a path from one to the other
that does not involve fucking someone over?
I just went to LA.
Now I'm torn between visiting SD, Vancouver, and the long overdue Cedar Point.
Good to hear things are on the up and up.
Here's a kiss for ya
dan neil of the LA times gave the tribeca a good review.. and he doesn't write that many favorable reviews.