So now I've had a few days to let my new, drastic change of plans settle in a little. I've tested the waters for how I really feel about it, and I think I'm more enthusiastic than I have been for a very long time. I feel giddy. That sounds pretty fucking dorky, I know, but I think that's the best way of putting it. Of course I'm nervous. The Special Forces Selection and training process has a 70% attrition rate. But i can't fail. I just have to succeed at this. I'll try over and over if I have to. Mainly I'm really looking forward to the challenge, and to see where exactly it will take me. All I know is that I am more than ready for a new beginning. I have learned a lot from some very serious mistakes, mistakes that I will be learning from and feeling for some time to come. Maybe I can get things right this time.
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well i'm sure you've heard it before and i'll say it again... we all make mistakes. and remembering why we made them will help us to avoid the same problems.
i don't know... the way i see it, is if i'm making mistakes, at least i'm learning...
its when you keep on repeating the same mistakes that you got a problem
how come one of you albums isn't there anymore??? i'm sure there were more pics...
chin up!
LOL here's one of those videos of the silly sailors if you can watch it.....