worldablaze

So now I've had a few days to let my new, drastic change of plans settle in a little. I've tested the waters for how I really feel about it, and I think I'm more enthusiastic than I have been for a very long time. I feel giddy. That sounds pretty fucking dorky, I know, but I think that's the best way of putting it. Of course I'm nervous. The Special Forces Selection and training process has a 70% attrition rate. But i can't fail. I just have to succeed at this. I'll try over and over if I have to. Mainly I'm really looking forward to the challenge, and to see where exactly it will take me. All I know is that I am more than ready for a new beginning. I have learned a lot from some very serious mistakes, mistakes that I will be learning from and feeling for some time to come. Maybe I can get things right this time.