My head's a mess. I've been so sure that I just wanted to get the hell out of the army. The only reason I'd ever want to stay in was to go Special Forces, and i had decided not to. Now I'm not so sure. If I do though, I'd have to end up extending my contract by about 4 years. I can't figure out whether it's worth it. Not to mention that if I were to fail for whatever reason, I'd end up back in the big army, which must NOT happen. I either take a big risk to realize my dream, or cut my losses and settle for private sector. This is frustratingly difficult.
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