Story of the day.......I mean middle of the night
OK - Since my last post was rather depressing, I decided to take it down.
Here it is - 0430hrs and I am WIDE AWAKE!!!
I have tried almost every thing I could think of to fall asleep but nothing seems to be working 
I think that short from drugging myself I'm just gonna have to wait until my body hits a wall and decides to just konk out for a much needed nap (although I DO have a bottle of Demerol sitting in the bedroom that could be of some use if this doesn't happen in a reasonable time frame The good news though?? PETE'S HOME!!!!
He finally got home at around 2230hrs which didn't leave alot of time to talk but I let him know how I was feeling about our current situation. I can honestly say though - that until we manage to resolve some stuff financially, I probably will continue on this unhealthy path of not sleeping, not eating and constanty feeling sick
There was actually a moment yesterday in which I thought (only for a moment or 2) that I was having a heart attack I know damn well that it is just stress but I will admit that it had me scared for that brief period
On a completely different note, I managed to FINALLY piece together a somewhat half assed 2 minute audition video for my performance portfolio Now if I could only get motivated to do a full and proper 10 minute one then I'll be set
I need to go get my hair done first since my last video still has my long hair in it
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just wish I could
But unfortunately my mind is taking lessons from this furry friend
Oh well - I guess I'll go try watching a movie until I get sleepy
OK - Since my last post was rather depressing, I decided to take it down.
Here it is - 0430hrs and I am WIDE AWAKE!!!
I have tried almost every thing I could think of to fall asleep but nothing seems to be working I think that short from drugging myself I'm just gonna have to wait until my body hits a wall and decides to just konk out for a much needed nap (although I DO have a bottle of Demerol sitting in the bedroom that could be of some use if this doesn't happen in a reasonable time frame The good news though?? PETE'S HOME!!!!He finally got home at around 2230hrs which didn't leave alot of time to talk but I let him know how I was feeling about our current situation. I can honestly say though - that until we manage to resolve some stuff financially, I probably will continue on this unhealthy path of not sleeping, not eating and constanty feeling sick
There was actually a moment yesterday in which I thought (only for a moment or 2) that I was having a heart attack I know damn well that it is just stress but I will admit that it had me scared for that brief period On a completely different note, I managed to FINALLY piece together a somewhat half assed 2 minute audition video for my performance portfolio
Now if I could only get motivated to do a full and proper 10 minute one then I'll be set I need to go get my hair done first since my last video still has my long hair in it AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just wish I could
But unfortunately my mind is taking lessons from this furry friend
Oh well - I guess I'll go try watching a movie until I get sleepy
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wyldewolfe:
I might join you
rpg:
yes, indeed, a very impressive tattoo!! 