Thursday Nov 06, 2008

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so i have cancelled my account and the time runs out here pretty soon. i haven't been checking this because the site is just plain pissing me off. for the few people that have actually read anything i wrote you can find me on myspace. http://www.myspace.com/whitewes88. whatever.
laters

Wednesday Oct 15, 2008

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so i started treatment today and i feel like DOG SHIT!!!!!!!
3 hour drive in the rain there at 6am. did some lab work, got my meds, and had to give myself my first shot. then a 3 hour dive back, in the rain again, and right when i got to my buddy's to drop off his car that when the symptoms hit me...
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Wednesday Oct 08, 2008

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i swear karhma is out to get me.

"that gurl" that i called and told to get a hep c test done(which she didn't catch) called and told me that she has hpv. her last check was clean and i apparently was the only partner that she has had since then so she blames me. hpv in women is worse then men, it can lead...
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typhannie:
Damn dood... That's some fucked up shit! That's all I can say. I feel for ya man.

I'm not feeling down anymore, really... I just have too much shit on my plate and i owe a shit ton of money and shit to a bunch of shit (credit cards, tickets, i need contact lenses-$66- and a shit ton of other shit) lol, not to mention the family life has sucked...but all is well now, except the money thing.

Tuesday Oct 07, 2008

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alot of pain killers and beer.
late night adventure to the tittie bar with an old friend and some new guys, and one of them, a grown ass 26 year old shit himself after 12 beers. we made him sleep in the back of the truck until we found shorts for him to change into and we wanted to leave. he was bragging all day...
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typhannie:
command seargant major... oops! my bad! lol

Tuesday Sep 30, 2008

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i have to be up in 3 hours to get on a bus so that i can get my liver biopcey.gulp.
they can knumb the outside but they knumb your inerds. i've talk to someoone who had one and he said it sucked the big one, oh yeah i was was supposed to fast from 8pm until then. i quit eating but needless to say...
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typhannie:
LOL.... hell yea dood, That sux big hairy balls!
typhannie:
LOL... well that's what my mom calls it. It's something along those linesz. he's like, at the top of the ranking... what would you call him if it's not general seargant commander? haha- i sound like an idiot, i don't even know what my uncle is. blush

Wednesday Sep 24, 2008

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i was up till 145 drinking then had to wake up at 430 to go to the hospital to catch a bus to another hospital. after a 3 hour bus ride i was starting to sober up, i had to sit until 2 for my appointment, just to say hi, have more blood drawn and make another appointment for next wednesday. at 430 the bus...
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Tuesday Sep 23, 2008

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i have to get on a bus for 3 hours at 5am to go to the hospital where my doctor is, the plus is that i'm finally starting my treatment. i won't get home till 730 at the earliest.
karma keeps throughing shit at me but i just keep overcoming. apparently i wasn't meant to live an easy life or ever get a break but...
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Saturday Sep 20, 2008

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if you say "nigga" why can't i say it? oh i know because you think that owe you somthing. i said nigga just like you not nigger so get off of your slavery horse and fuck off if it wasm't for my ancestors you woud be running around africa with a bone through your nose, and you'd probably have aids. oh wait your ancestors did...
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Tuesday Sep 16, 2008

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I FUCKING SICK.DAMMMMMMNNNNN IT.
i've slept almost all dsy, except when i had to drive my buddy to get a new id card. he's all fucked up on pain killers so i drove him around but i had to stop randomly to puke, and it feels like all of my thoughts are ttrying to burst out of my skull. now i'm so damn cold i...
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Sunday Sep 14, 2008

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welcome back to the rabbit hole!

i haven't stopped drinking but i've cut down drasticly, not by choice more by finances. ( oh and i haven't been high in weeks) i can't stop moving, if i try to sit still i go mad because inside my brain everything is moving so fast. nothing can occupie my time.
i wind up doing alot of thinking, fast...
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Saturday Sep 13, 2008

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well i'm am feeling a million percent better. nothing phases you when you don't really give a shit. the problem is that i' m not allowed to do shit at work so i am BORED.
this week is when i start my treatment, and going to appointments so at least i'll have that to occupie my time.
BORED
BORED
BORED
BORED
with boredom theres no...
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