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I just realized that there is a man that goes around every day at my aprtment complex that picks up garbage and cigarette butts and such.

Girl Scout cookies rock.

I LOVE CHEESECAKE

My left ovary hurts.

My heart still aches.

I wish things were different. But then again who doesn't.

I want to move - NOW

Stupid boys.

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munchies187:
We are not all that bad. wink
munchies187:
Oh yeah and the Caramel Delightes are the bomb! Good god I think they have crack in 'em or something.
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Well I have three midterms next week and have to turn in two lesson plans. I need to get cracking on the whole study business.

I thought I lost Itchy. She fell asleep under the cabinets for a while. I sent Cameron a message letting him know but never heard from him. I didn't expect to but since he paid for them I thought he...
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Well i have just had my heart ripped out and served on a rusty platter. It is really and truly over. I even threw his house key out the window. I am not going in to what he said but basically we are not even going to be friends. So - cut and dry - we are done. We might see each other in passing....
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sailordrunk:
I am sorry for your lose, but cheered by the prospect of rebirth. 2 1/2 years is a long time. Time to discover yourself again. It could be a great thing! It must be! This could be your phoenix rising from the ashes of memories, deliberately tossed into the fire! Shed old skin, streamline, and grow strong!


I feel big changes coming my way soon. I am preparing for it by giving away and throwing away a lot of my stuff. Stuff sucks. I've got to feel the freedom.

C.
beckyuill:
well shit.

life is just one big mess sometimes isnt it? you find a niche, then in a wink, you're out on your ass in the rain. in one way or another, we will all be there. in that same spot. i guess we all choose different paths and different ways to recover. but we will never escape the obstacles. you have to kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince honey. thats what make the prince so special when you do finally find him.

blush kiss
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You know what makes me REALLY sad? When it rains and all the little worms come out on the concrete and then it is sunny the next day and all you see are their dried little corpses stuck to the ground.

Truly a tragedy.

I think my monitor is going to give out soon. I keep getting lines running across it. A recent development. Not...
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munchies187:
Sometimes hentai can be a bit disturbing. They have those shops everywhere here. I can pick you up some authentic stuff if you ever feel the need for it. It's good to have friends. And yes sun-dried worms are a tragedy. When I was younger I would try to save them. Quite funny now that I think of it.
smile for me, things will work out.
cleopatra:
Sounds liek we are going thru similar feelings at the moment. frown
Im thinking of you love. Hope it gets better soon! Are you in australia by any chance?
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HOw is this for fucking stupid. I go to call my bank to check my balance and two rings in I realize that I have called Cameron. He was sleeping so I hung up and hoped that his phone was on silent - like it normally is. Well, just my luck nope. He calls back while I am on the phone with the bank and...
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junebug:
surreal surreal surreal surreal
ether_medius:
I do that quite often. I can't help but laugh when I do something so absent-mindedly. It's great.

Thanks for the b-day wishes n stuffs! biggrin

23 going on 57. It's fun getting old! weee.
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hurt insanity jealousy confusion frustration hate anger rage lust love selfishness covetousness depression emptiness cold lonely missing you exhaustion greed distrust destroyed broken void resentment
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artrob:
beckyuill:
well, have fun tonite. wine is so good. i had to write & erase so often in this comment that it took an hour.

(cuz im buzzed)

biggrin


have fun watching movies.

* you are so hotter than angelena
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pushing pushing pushing
shove it down deep inside
keep shoving and squishing and squashing
don't let it up or it will consume you
it will eat you whole until you are an empty shell
don't let it, keep pushing it down
makeitstopmakeitstopmakeitstopmakeitstopmakeitstop

this one day has seemed like a month
this is my hell
i smell you on me
i see you near me
i...
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This is so easy for him.

It's not easy for me. I didn't want to be where I was last night. All I thought about was where I wasn't. I was in a strange bed alone with no comfort. Only my dreams which left me empty.

This hurts.
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dopespike:
I'm sorry for your pain, I know what your going though, I have been stupid and put my self though that path many many times. I hope you feel better soon. Your still young and hot, you can have any guy you want. Just think of this guy as a tiny blip in your life.
artrob:
Excellent!! Iris, it is a pleasure getting to know you. If I were in your presence...I would give you a long, warm hug.

by the way...

1. yes

2. yes, suburban (i'm a contractor you know)

3. currently-5

4. yes, very much

5. not a whole one...don't like it

6. yes, if they are genuine and sensual.
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I really need to get to commenting on journals. I have read them and have so much to say but have been so caught up in life that time is not so much available to me anymore.

I am going to make an effort to do that tonight. I am going to try and not think about Cameron. Easier said than done but I am...
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bones_708:
You can just do what you can do..........or somesuch supporting shit like that wink
munchies187:
Ouch, that's all I gotta say, but that's sexy as hell. Good start to a week!
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We broke up. That's it. He broke his promise to me and I let myself believe him. There are no words to describe the unimaginable pain I feel right now. I haven't eaten in two days and can't bring myself to stomach anything.

I have this big empty space inside. It is not supposed to be this way. When you give all of yourself and...
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cellobas:
when people promise not to hurt someone...that promise is empty......its imposible to promise not to hurt someone....hurt is a feeling .......sometimes you can't prevent that ......but then again who am i ?....i don't know the situation........chin up
artrob:
it will. it surely will.