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I am not going to be able to graduate until next December.

I am pissed. I was supposed to graduate next summer. I know it is only 4 more month but I am paying for my breakdown during the spring semester.

Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck

On a happier note - I woke up all nice and snuggly this morning...
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artrob:
no news yet...keeping busy...

i think there's still some summer left up here??? shocked
sailordrunk:
Thank you for the birthday wish. It came at just the right time!

C.

Hang in there. wink
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This is going to be short as I am off to class.

The hurricane did not get me try as it might - it's thatr damn logic that hurricanes don't stay on land and would have had to travel 5 hours to get here.

But I am well and thanks much to those who asked. I am currently immersing myself in school and work. I...
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theburningred:
glad to hear you are doing well, i definitely understand the not going out as much thing... it gets old after a while. frown

we need chat time! i miss u! kiss

have fun with the ruckus!...

remins me of...

Richard Vernon: What was that ruckus?!
Andrew Clark: Uh, what ruckus?
Richard Vernon: I was just in my office and heard a ruckus.
Brian Johnson: Could you describe the ruckus, sir.

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bones_708:
Nice to hear from you again! Glad your doing well.
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I am sorry I have been absent. Have not been home much lately. I am not leaving there though. I love this place and you all too much. I noticed that some people have gone. well, I think about you guys often but am either too tired to read, update and such or I am on my way out the door. I dropped my botany...
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sailordrunk:
It is good to hear from you again!

C.
sailordrunk:
I hope that you are alright. The reports we've been getting of the area . . . man. I am very disturbed by everything that has happened. . . post hurricane.

Let us know if you and yours are alright.

C.
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I just got back from one of the best weekends I have ever had. I feel empty now. I meet someone and have an awesome time and he lives 4 states away.

I think I fell a little bit. Oh well. Some things are beyond my control. I am currently searching for my bootstraps so I can pick myself up and move on.

I cried...
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sailordrunk:
Who cares what people say about you, as long as they don't pretend to be your friend to your face.

With enemies, I find that going up to their face and just saying "you are wrong about me", is often good enough, but sometimes I'll couple that with a sly wink. They can figure out the rest.

Hope all is well.

C.
theburningred:
Hello there pretty lady! At Stephanie's casa we are writing to say hello!

miss ya! xoxox ooo aaa
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Well - it's been a while. Where shall I begin? The beginning is tired and old but it seems to be the best place.

I am going to Vegas with a guy I met in NO. He is great fun and great in bed so why not and NO I am not getting married while I am there.

I don't know why guys don;t understand...
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junebug:
Vegas baby VEGAS
artrob:
happy b-days kids...



you'll wash me baby?

we need to make this happen... wink kiss
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I miss you.

My mind has become twisted. I don't know who I am anymore. I am not the same girl I was 6 months ago.

I am much meaner. But does that make it better?
sailordrunk:
Twisted is not good, but it is better than shattered. . .

I have gone through many changes over the years . . . and did a lot of soul searching. In that search I found a little part inside of me, hidden away, that has remained consistant, consistant in all of my memories as far as I can go back.

Not nostalgia. . . nostalgia is memory through rose tinted glasses. It requires dates, times, and people. Knowing who you are, stripped away from all of the bull shit, superficiality, and the perceptions of others can be a great anchor when everything else seems to fall apart.

Call it a center, core, inner balance, whatever.

Best wishes, darling,

C.





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Someone stole my fucking laptop. And not only that - they took the damn charger too.
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beckyuill:
Who would steal from a 91 year old lady anyway??!! mad











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artrob:
awww...come on. no good news in your life?

kiss
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He fucking knew what he was doing and that excurse of getting scared is old and cliched. I fucking hurt. He didn't even have the guts to tell me - i saw it.

The last words were

Him: I will see you later
Me: No you won't

Overly dramatic I know but I didn't know what else to say. I did not yell or scream...
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junebug:
i'm sorry... frown frown *hugs*
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I am kinda sad. I will get over it. I usually do. Just......oooooo. DAMN FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK - okay - that is where I started to mess up typing it. He wasn't really THAT hot but I really liked him. But I was wanting to end it anyway since I did like him so much....
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becoming_dust:
I'm sorry, but your right... it's his loss!
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I think I really like this guy. I am finding myself unable to separate myself from anything I am feeling. I have been with guys and NEVER had any inkling that I wanted to date them. But this guy I do.

So I am not going to see him anymore. Sounds stupid - I know but there are so many things that tell me it...
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theburningred:
who came up with the rules anyway? it's so fukin complicated! i hate when you have to downplay when you really like someone for fear that it may not be mutual or so not to freak them out. whatever what a bunch of crap! mad

on the bright side, i'm glad you got some good action! smile

btw i t was great to chat with u the other night! i miss ya! kiss kiss kiss

keep me posted sweetheart!
artrob:
hey you...

been busy...and a little bit reclusive.


i think i might be "free" in a week or so...i can be free anytime really...

should i look up some travel arangements for a trip??





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