I am going to update a little bit here. Today is my birthday. My weekend sucked. I went to New Orleans to meet a friend of mine and he had allt his stuff planned for us to do and when i get down there he decided to get a girlfriend THAT DAY - and does not tell me. So everything that he told me we were doing was now shit and we were doing something else and he was bringing her and one of his friends (sound like a double date anyone) - so I got realy really hammered and don't remember much other than he said if I left he would never talk to me again - well fuck you mister - i am leaving -so I did.
Walking all the way through the French Quarter by myself and drunk. That's the way to be. And this was onyl friday night. Saturday my other friend got into a fight with his girlfriend and couldn't go out cause she was pissy he has a lot of friends that are girls.
So my weekend - after much anticipation built up by other people as to how wonderful and spectacular it was going to be - sucked ass. - I should have just stayed at home. Oh and the valet people who parked my car all wekeend - stole my key chain and left my car unlocked all night.
I have had other issues come up lately that warrant mentioning. I have a married man with hella bucks who wants to "be my friend". He sent me a surpirse (A country music CD) - I am taking that bitch to Wal-Mart and getting the 13 bucks back for it. I talked to him today and said I HATE country music - do not send me that shit again. He wants to take me to all these places but our schedules never mesh. Come on - free vacations - and the guy is a b;ast to hang out with - AND I won't have to worry about him getting attached. Sounds like the perfect situation to me - except i am going to burn in hell. But most of the people I know are going to be there so I will be in good company.
Kyle is trying to get into my pants again. I would not sleep with the boy is you paid me. He spent 45 minutes the other night telling me how good it could be and how he oculd be rough with me the way I want. He said he would bleed me. I got wet just from hearing this - but I remembered - he uses people and is devious about it. He probably just wanted to eat all my food - so I told him no - and he has been werid around me ever since. Kinda like he might try something if he ever got me alone. Thinly veiled seduction tactics I think. He thinks that he is irresistable. Well, his penis is small - he snores and still hasn't paid me back so..... I am not sleeping with him.
My social life has picked up which is good - I have lots of friends and they like to hang out with me but I did have a pang of Old Sarah come out - i wanted to be alone and miserable. I am getting to where I want someone but not just anyone and I don't want to be tied down. I like the fact that if I so choose I can make out with some stranger in the middle of the French Quarter.
The summer semester starts next week. I am kinda ready - hate not havng anything to do during the day other than lay around and be lazy. I rescued a little kitty cat and named her Karma - she is awesome. 6 weeks old and sleeps on my shoulder. And she likes to ride in my purse too.
Well, again, today is my 26th birthday and I havea feeling I am going to be all alone. I don't know how I feel about that yet.
I really am having fun with my life for once. I am being single and free and I don't take any shit.
Oh, I didn't get any this weekend but I did meet my sexual equal. He left this massive bruise on the back of my neck and tore my nipple ring. Now while we were making out all this felt good but the next day - DAMN. Too bad he lives in NO.
Oh yeah - my grades - 2 A's 1B 1C and 2 D's. I still have a 3.1 overall and a 2.5 for the semester so I didn't do too badly but that asshole modern fiction class.
I think i am going to go lay out today until I have to go to work. Maybe a friend will come through and I can get something special for my birthday :
Iam howerver going to check Ashton out of school one day this week and we are going to Arts of Fire. I miss my babies a lot sometimes.
Well, there is my rant - I hope all of you are doing well. I iss you. Wish some of you could be here to hang with me today - on the bestest of all days
Walking all the way through the French Quarter by myself and drunk. That's the way to be. And this was onyl friday night. Saturday my other friend got into a fight with his girlfriend and couldn't go out cause she was pissy he has a lot of friends that are girls.
So my weekend - after much anticipation built up by other people as to how wonderful and spectacular it was going to be - sucked ass. - I should have just stayed at home. Oh and the valet people who parked my car all wekeend - stole my key chain and left my car unlocked all night.
I have had other issues come up lately that warrant mentioning. I have a married man with hella bucks who wants to "be my friend". He sent me a surpirse (A country music CD) - I am taking that bitch to Wal-Mart and getting the 13 bucks back for it. I talked to him today and said I HATE country music - do not send me that shit again. He wants to take me to all these places but our schedules never mesh. Come on - free vacations - and the guy is a b;ast to hang out with - AND I won't have to worry about him getting attached. Sounds like the perfect situation to me - except i am going to burn in hell. But most of the people I know are going to be there so I will be in good company.
Kyle is trying to get into my pants again. I would not sleep with the boy is you paid me. He spent 45 minutes the other night telling me how good it could be and how he oculd be rough with me the way I want. He said he would bleed me. I got wet just from hearing this - but I remembered - he uses people and is devious about it. He probably just wanted to eat all my food - so I told him no - and he has been werid around me ever since. Kinda like he might try something if he ever got me alone. Thinly veiled seduction tactics I think. He thinks that he is irresistable. Well, his penis is small - he snores and still hasn't paid me back so..... I am not sleeping with him.
My social life has picked up which is good - I have lots of friends and they like to hang out with me but I did have a pang of Old Sarah come out - i wanted to be alone and miserable. I am getting to where I want someone but not just anyone and I don't want to be tied down. I like the fact that if I so choose I can make out with some stranger in the middle of the French Quarter.
The summer semester starts next week. I am kinda ready - hate not havng anything to do during the day other than lay around and be lazy. I rescued a little kitty cat and named her Karma - she is awesome. 6 weeks old and sleeps on my shoulder. And she likes to ride in my purse too.
Well, again, today is my 26th birthday and I havea feeling I am going to be all alone. I don't know how I feel about that yet.
I really am having fun with my life for once. I am being single and free and I don't take any shit.
Oh, I didn't get any this weekend but I did meet my sexual equal. He left this massive bruise on the back of my neck and tore my nipple ring. Now while we were making out all this felt good but the next day - DAMN. Too bad he lives in NO.
Oh yeah - my grades - 2 A's 1B 1C and 2 D's. I still have a 3.1 overall and a 2.5 for the semester so I didn't do too badly but that asshole modern fiction class.
I think i am going to go lay out today until I have to go to work. Maybe a friend will come through and I can get something special for my birthday :
Iam howerver going to check Ashton out of school one day this week and we are going to Arts of Fire. I miss my babies a lot sometimes.
Well, there is my rant - I hope all of you are doing well. I iss you. Wish some of you could be here to hang with me today - on the bestest of all days
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
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