WOW!!! That was one of the most erotic things to happen to me and I still had my clothes on. I wish I could ignore the sexual attraction between us but it is so hard. I know he can be exactly what I want in bed. I got a showing of that last night. Damn his being noble and shit. I am respecting his decision to not and I am keeping my distance.I just vent here. He is trying to get his life straight and I don't want to date anyone but dammit- ugh!!! sexual frustration. To have your sexual ideal within arms reach every day is very very frustrating.
Had a guy at work ask for my number. I gave it to him. He called. Told him to call me this weekend and maybe we could go out after I got off work. This guy is so much of a coonass it's not even funny. While I was talking to him Kyle kept fucking with me. Not sure how to take that.
My doctor gave me effexor for the depression and ambien for sleep. Let you guys know how all that works out. I now officially have no jeans that fit. I like my body more now but hate the way it got here.
So today is St.Paddy's day.*pinch* to all those not wearing green.
Kyle is going to New Orleans to help his friend. He will be back Sunday. It's weird. We have been glued at the hip for the past two weeks. We get along so well and both of us are in a place where we need some balance.
Hmmmmm if only a different time and different place. I went to my advisor yesterday. She cleared my schedule. Then started telling me that in the spring I need to get my graduation papers filled out so I can graduate. It's almost here. I am nervous. Scared. I have been in school so long. I will miss it.
Well, yet again i am in class and typing here instead of paying attention.*SMACK* Bad Sarah
I am gonna get some stuff done this weekend for school. I am such a procrastinator. I did get a decent review on my lesson plans but know I completely failed my Anatomy test. I am getting back on track so I know I can bring my grades up.
So...on that note I shall depart and leave you with the wispy memory of my smile. I am such a cornball.
Everyone has to be good at something
Had a guy at work ask for my number. I gave it to him. He called. Told him to call me this weekend and maybe we could go out after I got off work. This guy is so much of a coonass it's not even funny. While I was talking to him Kyle kept fucking with me. Not sure how to take that.
My doctor gave me effexor for the depression and ambien for sleep. Let you guys know how all that works out. I now officially have no jeans that fit. I like my body more now but hate the way it got here.
So today is St.Paddy's day.*pinch* to all those not wearing green.
Kyle is going to New Orleans to help his friend. He will be back Sunday. It's weird. We have been glued at the hip for the past two weeks. We get along so well and both of us are in a place where we need some balance.
Hmmmmm if only a different time and different place. I went to my advisor yesterday. She cleared my schedule. Then started telling me that in the spring I need to get my graduation papers filled out so I can graduate. It's almost here. I am nervous. Scared. I have been in school so long. I will miss it.
Well, yet again i am in class and typing here instead of paying attention.*SMACK* Bad Sarah
I am gonna get some stuff done this weekend for school. I am such a procrastinator. I did get a decent review on my lesson plans but know I completely failed my Anatomy test. I am getting back on track so I know I can bring my grades up.
So...on that note I shall depart and leave you with the wispy memory of my smile. I am such a cornball.
Everyone has to be good at something
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That's funny your mom called you that, what's your real middle name?
[Edited on Mar 17, 2005 8:55PM]