Yeah , well, not sure what to say. Stayed up all night studying for one midterm - and talking to a friend. Mainly talking to him. And not just talking. Lemme put it this way - I am having to wear a damn scarf around my neck because it looked like someone brutalized me.Not really sure what to say about much of anything. I don't feel bad or regret - in fact I rather enjoyed it and plan to do it again. I don't rebound like a lot of girls do. I am so sleep deprived I am probably talking out of my ass.
It is just different being with someone else after 3 years. I got spoiled that he knew what I liked and wanted. But... this way I get to explore with someone new. I get to find out what makes him tick and same with me - physically anyway. I so dig the fact that he is into it. Cameron would never really get into it. Sometimes but even then he is the quiet kind and even when he tried to be forceful it was kind of a joke.
Man, the more me and my friend sleep together - the better it will get. Having to learn someone's body takes time and damn but he is good at foreplay. He said we could make a porn of just our making out and people would get off to it. And he is right. He is taller and bigger than me and - wow - makes me feel completely submissive - but - not - at the same time.
I have not even touched the subject of my emotions about all this and I won't. I enjoy his company and when I am with him I don't think about anything else. Oh a few thoughts might peep in but for the most part he keeps me occupied. I think we will be friends for a long time.
So um yeah. Yep - just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming, swimming, just keep swimming.
I will give a cookie to whomever knows where that quote came from.
I am moving on. Friends help. Especially this one. Hope you guys havea good Tuesday. I have a midterm tonight. But no biggie. I have a doctor's appointment next week. Maybe get some help for a bit. I am getting delerious - there are two computers.
Well, I think today will be a good day. In fact I know it will.
It is just different being with someone else after 3 years. I got spoiled that he knew what I liked and wanted. But... this way I get to explore with someone new. I get to find out what makes him tick and same with me - physically anyway. I so dig the fact that he is into it. Cameron would never really get into it. Sometimes but even then he is the quiet kind and even when he tried to be forceful it was kind of a joke.
Man, the more me and my friend sleep together - the better it will get. Having to learn someone's body takes time and damn but he is good at foreplay. He said we could make a porn of just our making out and people would get off to it. And he is right. He is taller and bigger than me and - wow - makes me feel completely submissive - but - not - at the same time.
I have not even touched the subject of my emotions about all this and I won't. I enjoy his company and when I am with him I don't think about anything else. Oh a few thoughts might peep in but for the most part he keeps me occupied. I think we will be friends for a long time.
So um yeah. Yep - just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming, swimming, just keep swimming.
I will give a cookie to whomever knows where that quote came from.
I am moving on. Friends help. Especially this one. Hope you guys havea good Tuesday. I have a midterm tonight. But no biggie. I have a doctor's appointment next week. Maybe get some help for a bit. I am getting delerious - there are two computers.
Well, I think today will be a good day. In fact I know it will.
anyways, told you there will be more guys... didn't need much patience though. heh. Good luck on your midterm.
The quote is from Finding Nemo btw
I was late to the punch but yeah def finding nemo.
~Blaine