Yeah. Um...sure.
BLAH FUCKING BLAH
Tomorrow is responsibility day. Well, part of it anyway. Wanna go play paintball with the crew if they go. I have a list as long as my arm of the school shit I need to do tomorrow. I am such a procrastinator.
Tonight is planned party night. And if not then I can have dinnr cooked for me. I really like having guy friends. Guys are so much fun. Except when they try to get in your pants.I got an invite to a movie from a guy at work. Told him sure. He's great fun.
When we broke up before I felt that any time I even looked at another guy I was cheating. I don't feel that anymore. I do feela bit of sadness but every day is a new day and all that stuff. Some days are good and others are not. But the whole power trip issue I mentioned - I am not the only one to notice it. Anyone who knows what is going on thinks he is stupid for treating me like shit. They know that something is off with him.
Well, he looks and feels like shit. Small pleasures. Karma is a bitch. Well, i have been having fun though. I made good money last night at work and I am getting a leg up on my schoolwork. Kids are doing well - for the most part. Clint is going to AA meetings and supposedly anger management. I, for once, do not have to worry about money. Although that is causing me to be lax in my banking and paying bills. I haven't balanced my check book in over a month. I just know there is money there.
So -just for once I would like all the planets to be in alignment and everything be going right at once.
I want to thank all of you guys for being my shoulders. I know breaking up isn't the end of the world but when you think this is the person for you and then they are heartless and cruel - it fucks you up. This has been an outlet for my rage and frustration - as it is for most of us. It keeps the hostility from eating me alive.
BLAH FUCKING BLAH
Tomorrow is responsibility day. Well, part of it anyway. Wanna go play paintball with the crew if they go. I have a list as long as my arm of the school shit I need to do tomorrow. I am such a procrastinator.
Tonight is planned party night. And if not then I can have dinnr cooked for me. I really like having guy friends. Guys are so much fun. Except when they try to get in your pants.I got an invite to a movie from a guy at work. Told him sure. He's great fun.
When we broke up before I felt that any time I even looked at another guy I was cheating. I don't feel that anymore. I do feela bit of sadness but every day is a new day and all that stuff. Some days are good and others are not. But the whole power trip issue I mentioned - I am not the only one to notice it. Anyone who knows what is going on thinks he is stupid for treating me like shit. They know that something is off with him.
Well, he looks and feels like shit. Small pleasures. Karma is a bitch. Well, i have been having fun though. I made good money last night at work and I am getting a leg up on my schoolwork. Kids are doing well - for the most part. Clint is going to AA meetings and supposedly anger management. I, for once, do not have to worry about money. Although that is causing me to be lax in my banking and paying bills. I haven't balanced my check book in over a month. I just know there is money there.
So -just for once I would like all the planets to be in alignment and everything be going right at once.
I want to thank all of you guys for being my shoulders. I know breaking up isn't the end of the world but when you think this is the person for you and then they are heartless and cruel - it fucks you up. This has been an outlet for my rage and frustration - as it is for most of us. It keeps the hostility from eating me alive.
I miss paintball... anyways, have fun tonight.