whiteiris

HOw is this for fucking stupid. I go to call my bank to check my balance and two rings in I realize that I have called Cameron. He was sleeping so I hung up and hoped that his phone was on silent - like it normally is. Well, just my luck nope. He calls back while I am on the phone with the bank and I was like FUCK!!!! I said sorry - I didn't mean to call you - go back to sleep. Now you tell me where my mind really is. It was just automatic - calling him. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Well, now that I got that out of the way I am going to watch CSI and update more later. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN - hey i kinda like typing that.