Well, no luck. We were both beat by the time we got home. I slept most of the day and didn't get any homework done. But tomorrow is another day.
Be patient girl be patient. He looks at me the way he use to but still won't touch me. Kinda like he is afraid. I was told that it is obvious we love each other and are good for each other because we have picked up each others mannerisms. Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery. I do love him so I can be patient a while longer. Maybe I am starting to make more out of it than it really is. Anytime he doesn't touch me I notice. He probebly doesn't think of it. So - be patient.
He has to close tonight so I really won't get to be with him much unless I go to the bar. And even then he gets busy and doesn't really say much which is okay - cause he is busy. Sometimes his friends seem more willing to take me home than he does. But it is not always like that. Just lately. Be patient - be patient.
I am not asking for it anymore. I am tired of me being the one to initiate it. So I guess that is the trade off. Me being prideful. So that way - when we do have sex again - he will be the one to start it and then he will be the one who wants it. And no I am not going to tell him no. I am prideful not stupid. It's just no fun when the other person isn't really there.
I would like to say hello to my new friends. I will be on here more tomorrow .
I am off to get gas, ice cream and to work. YAY!!!
Hope everyone is well.
Be patient girl be patient. He looks at me the way he use to but still won't touch me. Kinda like he is afraid. I was told that it is obvious we love each other and are good for each other because we have picked up each others mannerisms. Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery. I do love him so I can be patient a while longer. Maybe I am starting to make more out of it than it really is. Anytime he doesn't touch me I notice. He probebly doesn't think of it. So - be patient.
He has to close tonight so I really won't get to be with him much unless I go to the bar. And even then he gets busy and doesn't really say much which is okay - cause he is busy. Sometimes his friends seem more willing to take me home than he does. But it is not always like that. Just lately. Be patient - be patient.
I am not asking for it anymore. I am tired of me being the one to initiate it. So I guess that is the trade off. Me being prideful. So that way - when we do have sex again - he will be the one to start it and then he will be the one who wants it. And no I am not going to tell him no. I am prideful not stupid. It's just no fun when the other person isn't really there.
I would like to say hello to my new friends. I will be on here more tomorrow .
I am off to get gas, ice cream and to work. YAY!!!
Hope everyone is well.
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do you know this was the first time i ever clicked the 'see more pics' button and looked at your pictures? i hardly ever look there with anyone. but i must say you are very very pretty. so all i can say is, at least you got your looks. some people have guy problems.. AND look like crap!
hehe, well, oh this is a strange question but---you're not british are you?