Okay - here is my rant for the evening. Explain to me how I can get the last three fucking tables in the restaurant when the closers' sections are completely devoid of any human presence? I also got triple sat. I am second cut. I was cut at 930. I just got off work. Those stupid morons (redundant) need to learn how to do their fucking job. Most of them do but they have these new girls who are doing well to know how to write. Back of house got done before I did. That's retarded.
Okay, done for now I suppose. Oh I had 19 tables. From 4 til 11. That's a lot. More than normal. At least none of the people were complete dicks. Just until it came to tipping.
I really miss cuddling. I miss when my boyfriend would see me he would come hug me. I miss those days when he couldn't keep his hands off me. Oh well, I guess over time things like that stop. But they shouldn't. They do but they shouldn't.
The boys and I had a good day. Mason didn't want to leave and asked me to not go into work. I felt so bad at telling him no. I really did just want to hang out with them. But once we got to mom's it was all made better with jello. Jello makes everything better.
I need a shower. I don't go in to work until 4 tomorrow and I need to go to Lindsay's to raid her closet and go to Michael's and get some yarn. I am going to sleep until I have to be at work. Yeah and the Super Bowl is tomorrow. - YAY - not really. I am sure we will be slow. I am okay with that.
I am still in kind of a blah mood. I really want to get to work on my set but time is not available and the weather was beautiful today but it's supposed to be raining tomorrow. And cold. I really want natural lighting in my set. I think it would look great. It would also cut some of the yellow tones that are in my apartment.
Well, I guess I am going to go now. I am so sleepy and sore. I am such a baby. Stupid people. Including me. I am people sometimes.
Okay, done for now I suppose. Oh I had 19 tables. From 4 til 11. That's a lot. More than normal. At least none of the people were complete dicks. Just until it came to tipping.
I really miss cuddling. I miss when my boyfriend would see me he would come hug me. I miss those days when he couldn't keep his hands off me. Oh well, I guess over time things like that stop. But they shouldn't. They do but they shouldn't.
The boys and I had a good day. Mason didn't want to leave and asked me to not go into work. I felt so bad at telling him no. I really did just want to hang out with them. But once we got to mom's it was all made better with jello. Jello makes everything better.
I need a shower. I don't go in to work until 4 tomorrow and I need to go to Lindsay's to raid her closet and go to Michael's and get some yarn. I am going to sleep until I have to be at work. Yeah and the Super Bowl is tomorrow. - YAY - not really. I am sure we will be slow. I am okay with that.
I am still in kind of a blah mood. I really want to get to work on my set but time is not available and the weather was beautiful today but it's supposed to be raining tomorrow. And cold. I really want natural lighting in my set. I think it would look great. It would also cut some of the yellow tones that are in my apartment.
Well, I guess I am going to go now. I am so sleepy and sore. I am such a baby. Stupid people. Including me. I am people sometimes.
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oh and about the guy-cuddling-stopping thing.... um.. yeah!
i know girl. me and dave... (he doesnt like me talking about 'us' but im gonna anyway) .... i call it 'fading' and whenever he doesnt do things he totally USED to do i yell 'its FADING BABE!!!' and he says ' oh no its not! you swear.'.. thats his explanation. no, dead serious. isnt it good to relate? oh i have SO many more real examples but you'd get overwhelmed
i get jealous when i see those old couples, still patting the others butt when one walks past... i just turn and give dave this look. 'the look'. the 'its fading babe' look.
ooops geez i wrote more here than in my journal i think!
hehe