whit1820

its a beautiful fucking day. and its time to write some music. PEOPLE get out side. damn its nice. the sunny is warm and its time to get stoned. peace

this is gonna be short but sweet. life has been good. but im done with school. i fucking hate it. music is all i care about at the moment. and well i met a nice girl and im trying not to fuck it up. for the record acid is the shit. woo woo. gonna drink a bit and chill tonight. have a good day everyone

hello world! im sooooo wierded out. over 3 weeks completely sober, and im just sooo confused why i dont wanna just jump someones bones. ive changed so much since november and i think its good that it happend. but i feel like i should go back to being my old self. but with school and the looming fact that my ex is not simpathetic to...
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so life has been content at times since my last blog. what is there to do? im gonna have to just make it easier on myself by trying to better my own life with better people. and stop being so shallow. i need to be an adult. well ill be online again sometime

a girl i once knew has come back in my life. we are talking and hope to meet up and see where we can go after that. and its just in time. it will really help because she is a good person and cute.

i will never want to see the ex again. she is such a confused fool who doesnt understand love and what...
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well alot has happend. so bad shit went down the night before thanksgiving and i guess after getting way to drunk i started shit with my whole family. and then they wanted to kick me out. so being alone on thanksgiving i tried to end thing but just couldnt. so i entered a hopsital. 6 days there made me realize so much. including im not...
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i feel empty. i feel left out in the cold. she wants me, loves me, and says she cant get over me, yet cant be with me. she is scare, which is understandable. but it is something some trust can win over. she cares what other people will think, but that sounds so shallow doesnt it? ive never been as hurt by a girl as...
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well this is just my sg, now. we broke up. because i was a fucking fool. now i need a new job and i am just tired of being back home. i need something new. HELP> me .... well yea. bye for now

welll sg is kinda wierd. you can find people to befriend, yet some people never respond. id love to get to know more members. but on another note,

life is throwing to many change ups. i want some stablity other than work. id like to have more fun. erin is having a tough time adjusting to her new life. i wish i could be there...
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hard times make u realize the stronger u are the better off u are. and to think that giving up is so close but something u wont give in to.

I hope that she knows that she is better than all the drugs. she is too perfect to go and do something imperfect. its clear that she will do the right thing.

I want everyone...
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30 and 13 days sober. eating tons of food and loving it. moving past bad experiences and learning from our mistakes. make life better before you fall short and loose your balance.

our lives have changed. NA isnt the place we wanted to be. but its the only way to save us and our world. sober is what we have to think. im not going into detail but we lost the apartment and i was force to move back with the parents and she had to live with her sister. life just isnt the same. i hope...
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