So I get 30 days free. Though I still am not liking the new design.
thejuanupsman:
Welcome back. I'm not a fan of the new design either. I'm hoping they make some changes before I have to decide whether or not to renew. If it stays like this I may be done.
Well, I had another birthday. I did nothing but sit at home. There is nothing I could do anyway. I have no friends up here and I have no extra money to even go see a movie. On the upside my Mom remembered my birthday this year which was very nice.
But still I am a 30 year old, fat, disabled, virgin that lives with...
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But still I am a 30 year old, fat, disabled, virgin that lives with...
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toez:
Happy Belated Birthday my friend, while you are away I'm sure you won't miss much. Take care and I hope your spirits can be lifted
thejuanupsman:
Happy Belated Birthday, good to see you around again.
They are pretty good dreams.
Sorry to hear you are leaving but glad to hear you plan on coming back. Take care of yourself.
They are pretty good dreams.
Sorry to hear you are leaving but glad to hear you plan on coming back. Take care of yourself.
I am fat, I know I am and even if I didnt know I was people tell me often enough when I am in public. I have always been bigger, but I was at least active. I went to the gym and took part in the martial arts for years.
Ive been trying to lose weight again and I have been but I havent lost...
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Ive been trying to lose weight again and I have been but I havent lost...
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toez:
Hey, are you in the depression group on here? It has helped me a lot. I know it's hard, but trust me. It can, and will get better.
thejuanupsman:
I'm more than a little concerned that this appears to be the last thing you posted here. I hope that is because things have gotten better not worse. I'm not great at offering advice or comfort but I sincerely hope that you find something or someone that helps.
Well the lock jaw broke over a week ago making it so I could get my wisdom tooth and molar out. I just had the stitches taken out and it is healing well and there is no second infection.
For the first time in three years I am not going to be sleeping on the floor. I haven't had a bed in all that time...
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For the first time in three years I am not going to be sleeping on the floor. I haven't had a bed in all that time...
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I started having major pain from one of my wisdom teeth early in the month. When i was at least able to get in to see a dentist which was last week I had developed an infection as well as Lockjaw. My mouth was stuck shut because the Masseter muscle on the left side of my face was seized up. You could see the damn...
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toez:
They are awesome live. Awesome!
So sorry about your mouth! I've had a broken tooth since August and because my dentist office are a bunch of a-holes it's still not fixed. I can only imagine the pain you're going through. I hope it gets fixed asap for you!!
So sorry about your mouth! I've had a broken tooth since August and because my dentist office are a bunch of a-holes it's still not fixed. I can only imagine the pain you're going through. I hope it gets fixed asap for you!!
thejuanupsman:
Uggh that sounds horrible. Liquid diets suck and, in my opinion at least, few things are as misery inducing as tooth pain. Glad to hear it is feeling better.
Human touch. Research has shown it is that is needed throughout our lives because of the many benefits such as its ability to lower blood pressure and reduce the production of stress hormones. There are also some emotional benefits from non-sexual touch. A reassuring or comforting touch can help with anxiety.
Human touch plays its biggest role in our lives as newborns but this isnt...
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sarcasticmenace:
Thank you, sweetcheeks.
And how are you these days?
And how are you these days?
thejuanupsman:
I can relate to that. Sometimes we miss out on a lot of good things because of that type of fear.
I could never have a maid even if I could afford it. I'm far too private of a person to allow someone that far in to my home and life. I don't even like it when I am at a hotel. Much rather keep the room clean myself.
I could never have a maid even if I could afford it. I'm far too private of a person to allow someone that far in to my home and life. I don't even like it when I am at a hotel. Much rather keep the room clean myself.
So I got a call from my dad and he informed me that my cousin had passed away from a stroke. He was only 41. It was very sad news indeed but I ended the call feeling more angry then sad.
You see my dad had nothing but good things to say in the call about my cousin. I have an issue with this because...
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You see my dad had nothing but good things to say in the call about my cousin. I have an issue with this because...
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arroia:
I'm so very sorry to hear about your cousin. My sincere condolences to you and your family members who loved him.
So many months ago after my online relationship ended a friend of mine spent weeks trying to get me to sign up for a dating site. His reasoning was that I know no one where I now live and it would give me a chance to go out.
I was having none of this but they kept bugging me. Now my last online relationship happened...
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arroia:
Damn, that sucks. 
I hope things get better...Just remember, as cheesy as this sounds, it won't come when you're looking for it. Love will probably just corner you when you least expect it and turn your whole world upside down. True, waiting sucks, but sometimes it's worth it. 
I hope things get better...Just remember, as cheesy as this sounds, it won't come when you're looking for it. Love will probably just corner you when you least expect it and turn your whole world upside down. True, waiting sucks, but sometimes it's worth it. I bought my ex roses because I knew she was depressed about this day coming up. She was very shocked and happy as hell.
I how ever feel like shit now.
I how ever feel like shit now.
I am still failing at video editing and am not very entertaining, but I press on.
thejuanupsman:
Breathing as well. A little harder than I previously did but I suppose that is an inevitable result of more years and less activity. Other than my getting lazier and more cynical not a lot has changed.
thejuanupsman:
Yeah, I can't even imagine trying.
How are things?
How are things?