goodbye. 
i picked up Lucifer's ashes today. my beloved dog is in a box on the kitchen counter. it's just not right. it never will be right. i will never fully recover from losing him. i don't think anyone can fully recover from losing a loved one. eh.
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committed:
Ohhhh Happy Birfsday Sweetheart!!! Hugs'n'Kisses!!
RIP. Lucifer. 6/14/94- 9/26/05.
paleenchantress:
.........gives you kisses
.........gives you kisses 
meishka:
hey doll, thanks for adding me 
my account ends november 1st. it's pretty sad that i don't even have the extra money for SG. ohwell. such is life.
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superficial:
my account is done soon, too...
goodbye and good luck.
feel free to keep in touch if you so desire.
goodbye and good luck.
feel free to keep in touch if you so desire.
smellslikescifi:
thanks for the birthday wish!
wow. what a weird fucking week. many changes have occurred in such a short time. it all feels so unreal, almost like i'm dreaming. i hope i don't awake if it is a dream. wow, just fucking WOW.
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audiophyle:
weird weeks are never boring and much better then being stuck in a nightmare reality 
sounds like you've been having fun 
sounds like you've been having fun
superficial:
awesome... good for you!
all i can do is repeat over and over "it's going to be okay," but that doesn't stop the tears from flowing. those meaningless words have no effect.
paleenchantress:
whats wrong sweetie *hugs*
superficial:
ouch. what's wrong?
i hope you're feeling better.
i hope you're feeling better.
i was inspired from one of the threads to list my fears and phobias. enjoy my craziness.
(in no particular order)
-spiders, except large spiders, i.e. tarantulas.
-remote controlled toys.
-pregnancy.
-adults in particular costumes, mostly animal-related, i.e. the easter bunny.
-nonexistance of life after death (eventhough i do not believe in god or an afterlife).
-driving, especially in traffic.
-people (i have terrible social...
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(in no particular order)
-spiders, except large spiders, i.e. tarantulas.
-remote controlled toys.
-pregnancy.
-adults in particular costumes, mostly animal-related, i.e. the easter bunny.
-nonexistance of life after death (eventhough i do not believe in god or an afterlife).
-driving, especially in traffic.
-people (i have terrible social...
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world_tour_23:
1.not being able to breathe.
2.that i am not good enough and do not do enough to compensate for my existence.
3.drugs.
4.no drugs.
5.being alone.
6.being with people.
7.heights.
8. cancer (my dad died of it)
9. that my cat will get outside (he's an indoor cat)
10. that my house will burn down and i will lose my recording studio and paintings (we had a fire next door a couple weeks ago, this fear was almost very real)
2.that i am not good enough and do not do enough to compensate for my existence.
3.drugs.
4.no drugs.
5.being alone.
6.being with people.
7.heights.
8. cancer (my dad died of it)
9. that my cat will get outside (he's an indoor cat)
10. that my house will burn down and i will lose my recording studio and paintings (we had a fire next door a couple weeks ago, this fear was almost very real)
quasi_sean:
thank you very much.
today has been interesting. had an interview for a job that i am overly qualified for. if i don't get hired, i will be outrageously upset. after my interview, my mom and i walked around the mall and ended up in the coach store. there was a scarf that i really liked and my mom offered to buy it for me. i was hesitate because...
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committed:
mum's are great...i hope you get the job...but if you dont, those fuckers are losing out on an awesome person! whenever im down or just the opposite, happy, my mum always makes me feel 10 times better...
Rock on mums!!
Rock on mums!!
paleenchantress:
good luck sweetie ~ keep us posted !!
mom's are awesome !
mom's are awesome !
one of my dogs is sick. i think it's getting close to his passing. he's old and has typical old man health problems, but since last night he's been hacking up a storm. we're taking him to the vet this evening, not like they can probably do much. i hope it's either nothing, or if it is something we'll know so we can put him...
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slavewire:
dude.. you have a tattoo on your head!! 
very hardcore 
fav tv show pinky & the brain? hell yes! funny as fuck
you don't know me, i don't know you, but sorry about your dog
very hardcore
fav tv show pinky & the brain? hell yes! funny as fuck
you don't know me, i don't know you, but sorry about your dog
absinthegarden:
hello there, katyite
i've been in a really shitty mood lately. my disgust for people continues to grow, as impossible as that seemed. i hope things start looking up soon. i'm too tired and drained.
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committed:
Awesome!! 
rachel:
yay!! i love silly things!!!!!!
so, i'm moved. finally able to get back online. i have pleny of details about the travel down here that i will share later. it's been a rough fucking week.
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agnosticf:
wow...
i'm nearly speechless.
this is awesome. i'm in love with it
i'm nearly speechless.
this is awesome. i'm in love with it
my head tattoo is FINALLY finished. the last session to complete the 5 jewels and touch everything up was earlier today. i am so fucking glad this process is done with. my head is quite swollen and sore, and soon to be scabby. i only wish that the fucker wouldn't fade so much. damn you head skin for not taking ink well. this bitch will...
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paleenchantress:
WOW..GORGEOUS TATTOO !!
mrlucky:
Fabulous tattoos, love them all, but the head... that's just superb.
Please no goodbyes! I get enough of those in real life...