I'm feeling really crappy about myself right now.
I'm supposed to come up with part of my company jazz dance routine by Tuesday. I was at the dance studio today from 530-730 trying to come up with a dance and I was drawing a blank... Still am actually. I don't know, I'm feeling really dumb, like, my ideas are all the same and un-inspired. It doesn't help much when your younger sister by 6 years is an amazing dancer who's been dancing in competitions for most of her life is there and I feel like she has no belief in my dancing skills. Neither does my mom, and now, neither do I. feel like the worst dance teacher that ever walked the earth and all these kids are waiting for me to come in with this great choreography that I can't do or come up with. I don't know what to do. I'm just feeling completely worthless.
I'm supposed to come up with part of my company jazz dance routine by Tuesday. I was at the dance studio today from 530-730 trying to come up with a dance and I was drawing a blank... Still am actually. I don't know, I'm feeling really dumb, like, my ideas are all the same and un-inspired. It doesn't help much when your younger sister by 6 years is an amazing dancer who's been dancing in competitions for most of her life is there and I feel like she has no belief in my dancing skills. Neither does my mom, and now, neither do I. feel like the worst dance teacher that ever walked the earth and all these kids are waiting for me to come in with this great choreography that I can't do or come up with. I don't know what to do. I'm just feeling completely worthless.
tactical:
take a breath, relax, you have to believe in yourself, you have the skills necessary, don't put so much pressure on yourself. forget about your sister and your mother and just let it flow, you will come up with something awesome