so..i found out yesterday that they are giving my dad two weeks to live...what the hell am i supposed to think about that? how am supposed to feel about that? what the fuck? why would a doctor tell someone that? why the hell can't they just let you live not knowing. Now i am trying to figure out when i am headed home. guys i...
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cockzombie:
merry christmas to one of the most beautiful women on the internet, inside and out. I suppose I could have copied and pasted a code for a glittery christmas comment, but I wanted you to know how much you meant to me. I hope the new year is good to you.
phoenixgirl:
Oh sweetie, I am so sorry to here that...just try to spend as much time with him as you can...
In an effort to get people to look
into each other's eyes more,
the government has decided to allot
each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.
When the phone rings, I put it
to my ear without saying hello.
In the restaurant I point
at chicken noodle soup. I am
adjusting well to the new way.
Late at night, I call my...
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into each other's eyes more,
the government has decided to allot
each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.
When the phone rings, I put it
to my ear without saying hello.
In the restaurant I point
at chicken noodle soup. I am
adjusting well to the new way.
Late at night, I call my...
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phoenixgirl:
hey baby...how is everything going?
ginary:
happy holidays 
what do you do when words aren't enough
and words are all you have?
what do you do when feelings are wasted on the undeserving?
what do you do when your arms long to hold and you heart longs to love?
what do you do when your smiles are lost over static and dropped calls?
what do you do when your love is so confusing?...
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ginary:
why thank you 
onie:
hi hun.. so whats the answer? hopefully something other than "you dont"
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ginary:
real cute congrats 
instantkarma:
wow, shes kinda cute. 
so i was thinking...why don't i spend more time on SG?? I don't have a job or an excuse..please forgive me and i promise i will spend more time here. i miss my peeps.
phoenixgirl:
That would be good, since I spend all my time here...I miss you, and love you!!
i swear...this job search is kickin my ass...it sucks
i am lookin for a job in the LA area...and it turns out it isn't as easy as i thought. Someone help me out here...do you know of any good positions in the area..help a playa out.!!!!!
i am lookin for a job in the LA area...and it turns out it isn't as easy as i thought. Someone help me out here...do you know of any good positions in the area..help a playa out.!!!!!
phoenixgirl:
hey sweetie, i saw on your mysoace page that you quit your job!..i though you were gonna try and find something else first...what happened?
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suzy_kabloozy:
It totally depends on the situation. I mean, I have a child at home but I'm really careful about who I let in his life. I have never made anyone responsible for him and he doesn't need a dad. He has one. He's MY responsibiity, not my mate's, so it does sort of suck when someone counts me out because of my kid. But I know it does limit my ability to just run around at will and I could understand how someone wouldn't be ready / willing to take on the responsibility. I wouldn't mind dating someone else with a child, but I don't want to be anyone else's mom either ... at this point ... so it would really depend on what they had in mind.
So.. My dad is in the hospital again...he is non responsive..As far as I know that means he is in a comatose state. Basically the lights are on..but right now no one is home. Or maybe someone is home and the lights are off...I don't know. I know that I am really worried about what to do. Do I go home? Do I stay here...
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cockzombie:
if he died today- what would you regret? anything you could take care of right now? thats how I look at it honey. Fix what you can
::hugs::
::hugs::
devil_woman:
Well I lost my Dad 2 years ago and I know If i hadnt seen him before he died I would not be in a good place right now. But Every choice has to be made by you.... But I say go see your dad. Im glad I did.
S
phoenixgirl:
damn. I actually, wow, i dont know what to say, thats fucked up whats she's doing, you deserve better!
soon.
jennylou:
((hug)) you will find someone.
...and you are already working hard on conquering your fears... and that's a huge step.
...and you are already working hard on conquering your fears... and that's a huge step.
phoenixgirl:
you have to learn to not fear your emotions because you will have them always and you cant get rid of them, you need to embrace them, and then you wont fear them. And love always hurts, because that is just the way it is, its learning how to deal with it that makes you stronger, you are overanalyzing!!
and I absolutely love your new pic
and I absolutely love your new pic