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It totally depends on the situation. I mean, I have a child at home but I'm really careful about who I let in his life. I have never made anyone responsible for him and he doesn't need a dad. He has one. He's MY responsibiity, not my mate's, so it does sort of suck when someone counts me out because of my kid. But I know it does limit my ability to just run around at will and I could understand how someone wouldn't be ready / willing to take on the responsibility. I wouldn't mind dating someone else with a child, but I don't want to be anyone else's mom either ... at this point ... so it would really depend on what they had in mind.

if he died today- what would you regret? anything you could take care of right now? thats how I look at it honey. Fix what you can

::hugs::

Well I lost my Dad 2 years ago and I know If i hadnt seen him before he died I would not be in a good place right now. But Every choice has to be made by you.... But I say go see your dad. Im glad I did.

damn. I actually, wow, i dont know what to say, thats fucked up whats she's doing, you deserve better!

((hug)) you will find someone.

...and you are already working hard on conquering your fears... and that's a huge step.

you have to learn to not fear your emotions because you will have them always and you cant get rid of them, you need to embrace them, and then you wont fear them. And love always hurts, because that is just the way it is, its learning how to deal with it that makes you stronger, you are overanalyzing!!


and I absolutely love your new pic

I always want to pick up, move and start over, but I rarely get too...I am not sure what I am goign to do job-wise, should I stay or should I go?...I dont like working late anymore, my whole day is shot. I dont know when we will get a chance to talk...I only will have thurs. and sun. off...

I have never been like that...I don't get why anyone would...it really doesnt make any sense.

when did you call??...i probably didn't recognize the number maybe.....i am working 12-7 all this week with friday off.

sounds like shes not being truthful like you think..... I hope it works out better for you

You guys just need to take it one day at a time, i hope things are slowly working out ok, and I really hope your dad is doing better...I know you said on MySpace that you are sick, i wish I could come cuddle you and make you feel better. I really miss you.

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what happened, i thought it was going so well?

damn..... it did sound like it was a good match up....

sorry!

yay!

why haven't i heard from you? I miss ya.

wow i wish i had something to say that could help but it seems llike maybe shes confused??? I would have to say she pulling back because she has more feelings for you then she may have realized, and maybe shes never felt strongly about a girl like she does with you. Seems her BF is playing with her and this might also be clouding her emotions.

Sorry wish i had more to help????

i'm sorry things have gone belly up for you, i guess the only thing you can do is follow the ride and see what happens, however hard that may be. i wish you all the luck in the world because you are a great person.

take care.