violently

Should I go to Raging Waters with my sisters, in a bikini I am too bloated to wear properly (and I think I'm about to start ragging it at about any second-yes I know you all wanted to know that)

or

do I stay at home, lounge about, take myself to a movie later and find someone to pig out with me?

What sounds like a better idea? I honestly need help deciding because I am anxious and indecisive today. Thanks.