violently

This whole "being here for myself" is kind of nice.

Also, my gorgeous wife keeps finding me husbands in Seattle. God I love her

Today I clean. A lot. And maybe go swimming or something. I feel the urge to sit in water and get burned. We shall see. I am truckless until the mechanics call me back so I am limited in where I go and what I do today, which vould very well turn out to be nothing and nowhere.

My stomach hurts and I need to shave my legs. Catch you on the flipside.

Edited to add: You ever have one of those days where you cannot for the life of you do your hair and make-up? Like no matter how hard you try you look like a heroin addict/crazy baglady? You know, the frizzy hair, dark circles, and overall hello I just woke up in a garbage can look? Well yeah, that is me today. AWESOME!