So my cell phone is completely dead, my organizer is missing, my room is a mess, and I am frustrated and antsy and feeling overweight and irritated.
I spent all of this morning trying to file a claim for my phone, which I did LAST WEEK, but for some reason it didn't go through. So now I am phoneless until they decide to send me a new one. I also spent all my gym time on the phone with the assholes at my insurance company, so now I'm pissy. I have a client at 12, a drs appt at 2, and then I have to speed to the gym for 3 hours before my most wonderful and worthwhile anger management class.
I also need to crochet some straps for a tube tob of mine that will not stay up because hey guess what, I have no boobs. So good luck to me trying to find time and patience to do this task which needs to be done before tomorrow.
I think part of me is irritated because I feel so slovenly and disgusting. I have been spending all of my free time at the gym, so there is no reason to put on makeup or do my hair, or get dressed up pretty because I will just get sweaty all over again and ruin it. I mean yesterday I had to shower 3 times. Plus, there is nowhere to go. And in the mood I have been in, drinking is not going to help me feel any better or thinner or more productive.
I wish I would get kidnapped. I need an adventure. I am seriously thinking about using my r/t ticket to randomly fly to NY, get inked, and possibly get laid. Like tomorrow. If there is a reason why I should NOT do this, let me know, otherwise I think I may run off to NY very fucking soon. Hell and if that happens, I'll take the redeye and maybe I can shoot a set for SG in the airport. Naked pix of me in front of a goddamned airplane. Woo. We can all go fucking blind now.
At least tomorrow evening through Monday I will be able to take a break from the gym and thus be able to look somewhat like a normal girl. I hope. God I feel gross.
Alright, I'm off to clean and then to work. Fleece.
P.S. I have been crying all fucking day. I suck.
I spent all of this morning trying to file a claim for my phone, which I did LAST WEEK, but for some reason it didn't go through. So now I am phoneless until they decide to send me a new one. I also spent all my gym time on the phone with the assholes at my insurance company, so now I'm pissy. I have a client at 12, a drs appt at 2, and then I have to speed to the gym for 3 hours before my most wonderful and worthwhile anger management class.
I also need to crochet some straps for a tube tob of mine that will not stay up because hey guess what, I have no boobs. So good luck to me trying to find time and patience to do this task which needs to be done before tomorrow.
I think part of me is irritated because I feel so slovenly and disgusting. I have been spending all of my free time at the gym, so there is no reason to put on makeup or do my hair, or get dressed up pretty because I will just get sweaty all over again and ruin it. I mean yesterday I had to shower 3 times. Plus, there is nowhere to go. And in the mood I have been in, drinking is not going to help me feel any better or thinner or more productive.
I wish I would get kidnapped. I need an adventure. I am seriously thinking about using my r/t ticket to randomly fly to NY, get inked, and possibly get laid. Like tomorrow. If there is a reason why I should NOT do this, let me know, otherwise I think I may run off to NY very fucking soon. Hell and if that happens, I'll take the redeye and maybe I can shoot a set for SG in the airport. Naked pix of me in front of a goddamned airplane. Woo. We can all go fucking blind now.
At least tomorrow evening through Monday I will be able to take a break from the gym and thus be able to look somewhat like a normal girl. I hope. God I feel gross.
Alright, I'm off to clean and then to work. Fleece.
P.S. I have been crying all fucking day. I suck.
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it was last night on the midnight train back home. i ran into this one yet unfamiliar tone i know i should have known it was last night i knew i should have known. chaos. our busy minds asleep. we drudge across the land is this the coming end of our monarchy harmless. we meet increased demands. is this the life we all had in our dreams. our eternal nightmare all of us are blind to others. hide behind our plans to nothing. cage us. we weep in self defeat. all humanity is lost. in this eternal nightmares. all days are lost to conditioned zones. all days are lost to what we know free us. a piece of mind. gone are dreamers who strive to know. all of us are blind
Thank you for the birthday wishes.
Let me know if you've heard that song before, I'll upload a copy of it if not. Another thing you should let me know is what newer metal bands you've seen live. Humor me ;p
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I need to tidy up my basement first though.
make it a good weekend!!
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