violently

Ok totally pmsing on top of this all too. I just started tearing up cus on the Simpsons, Bart & Lisa are giving away puppies and then I started missing my puppy that got given away.

And now I miss Nick and Apollo

And now I am crying. God, what is wrong with me? I need a hug.

Omg. God bless Garbage. He just called me from E3, drunk off his ass and told me that the kegs got tapped and he stole the last beer served from some guy that took one sip, put it down, and turned around to talk to someone. Just grabbed it and ran outside to have a smoke, hahahahah. He also invited me to E3 with him on Friday because he has a pass for me.

I really have to count my blessings and be grateful that I have such cool friends, irl and online.

p.s. my friend karla's old fuck buddy (kristian from last night) called me today and asked me to a movie with him. i was flattered but said no, but i guess it is something else to be happy about. he is the first guy (besides the pistachio king of the pacific northwest at P6... ) to ever ask me out on a real date (something i have never really been on) sober and of sound mind. i love nick though and even if we were through it would be far too soon. but thank you god for even that small thing to brighten my day. it's appreciated.