I keep having dreams about him, that we get back together. Then I wake up and can't wait to talk to him only to realize that he still won't speak to me.
Update- I called his phone just to hear his voice (yes I am pathetic) and he was actually home. We spoke for a bit and he agreed to unblock me from AIM. So we are on speaking terms now, but he still doesn't want to see me. I have to be grateful for the fact he'll speak to me at least. Maybe soon he will be willing to see me. I can only hope. I miss him terribly and hope that we can work through this. He called me by the nickname he gave me before we said goodbye on AIM...I guess that's gotta count for something.
Please God, let us work through this and be able to go back to the way things were before this whole terrible experience.
Update- I called his phone just to hear his voice (yes I am pathetic) and he was actually home. We spoke for a bit and he agreed to unblock me from AIM. So we are on speaking terms now, but he still doesn't want to see me. I have to be grateful for the fact he'll speak to me at least. Maybe soon he will be willing to see me. I can only hope. I miss him terribly and hope that we can work through this. He called me by the nickname he gave me before we said goodbye on AIM...I guess that's gotta count for something.
Please God, let us work through this and be able to go back to the way things were before this whole terrible experience.
I'm sorry about Nick. I hope that you heal quickly. Not too much else to say, really. Drop me an email if you'd like. We could go munch on some wholesome Hometown Buffet or Denny's or someplace similarly unhealthy.
- RC