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So I am studying for NASM. It is taking forever. My aerobics training starts Feb. 26. It will kill my weekends for a month.
I have an interview to get into Business BA program tomorrow.
Monday I have an interview to get into a Respiratory Therapist program.
Pros for BA route:
-I'll have a BA
-I'll have a BA, everyone loves you if you have a BA
-The program is once a week for 2 years. I can do once a week and still continue training and working out and all that fun shit.
Con's for BA route:
-I hate business
-I hate business
-I hate business although I could run my own eventually, but that was never my life's plan and the sound of it sounds retarded. I don't mind working for other people, and I can work for myself anyway if I pay rent at a gym.
Pros for Respiratory Therapy:
-I'll make good fucking money when I'm out and can work anywhere in the entire fucking world.
-It's fulltime so I can't work and can live on my student loans for a year and 4 months and live at home rent free
-It's approx 16 months- it'll go fast
Cons for Respiratory Therapy:
-THE FUCK do I know about Respiratory Therapy?
-THE FUCK do I care about Respiratory Therapy?
-Now I for sure have to live at home for another 2 years and drive 30 miles to school everyday. Hello gas bill. Plus I know me. I'm going to burn out. The first 5 months are 4 hours a day, 5 days a week. The last 11 months are 4 hours a day M-W, a 12 hr hospital shift on Thursdays, and an 8 hour shift on Fridays. I will die. I probably won't, but it sounds like a hell of a lot right now.
I want to be a mechanic, but I can't do that. So I have to stop focusing on it, so I have to get it out of my system:
I WANNA BE DIRTY AND GREASY AND TAKE APART CARS AND REBUILD THEM AND MAKE THEM PRETTY AND FAST AND GO VRROOM VROOOM.
/wipes away single tear
Ok, so down to basics. What in the hell do you guys think I should do? And don't tell me, be a mechanic, cus I want to so badly and I can't. I'll be ostracized from my family, broke and homeless. So be honest, BA in Business or Respiratory Therapist?
Thanks.
So I am studying for NASM. It is taking forever. My aerobics training starts Feb. 26. It will kill my weekends for a month.
I have an interview to get into Business BA program tomorrow.
Monday I have an interview to get into a Respiratory Therapist program.
Pros for BA route:
-I'll have a BA
-I'll have a BA, everyone loves you if you have a BA
-The program is once a week for 2 years. I can do once a week and still continue training and working out and all that fun shit.
Con's for BA route:
-I hate business
-I hate business
-I hate business although I could run my own eventually, but that was never my life's plan and the sound of it sounds retarded. I don't mind working for other people, and I can work for myself anyway if I pay rent at a gym.
Pros for Respiratory Therapy:
-I'll make good fucking money when I'm out and can work anywhere in the entire fucking world.
-It's fulltime so I can't work and can live on my student loans for a year and 4 months and live at home rent free
-It's approx 16 months- it'll go fast
Cons for Respiratory Therapy:
-THE FUCK do I know about Respiratory Therapy?
-THE FUCK do I care about Respiratory Therapy?
-Now I for sure have to live at home for another 2 years and drive 30 miles to school everyday. Hello gas bill. Plus I know me. I'm going to burn out. The first 5 months are 4 hours a day, 5 days a week. The last 11 months are 4 hours a day M-W, a 12 hr hospital shift on Thursdays, and an 8 hour shift on Fridays. I will die. I probably won't, but it sounds like a hell of a lot right now.
I want to be a mechanic, but I can't do that. So I have to stop focusing on it, so I have to get it out of my system:
I WANNA BE DIRTY AND GREASY AND TAKE APART CARS AND REBUILD THEM AND MAKE THEM PRETTY AND FAST AND GO VRROOM VROOOM.
/wipes away single tear
Ok, so down to basics. What in the hell do you guys think I should do? And don't tell me, be a mechanic, cus I want to so badly and I can't. I'll be ostracized from my family, broke and homeless. So be honest, BA in Business or Respiratory Therapist?
Thanks.
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Plus if you really don't care about respiratory therapy then you're not going to stick with the program, and even if you do you're going to hate it when you have to work long hospital shifts.
be brave... be a mechanic...
your 24 years old, not 16, its your life, you're an adult and as an adult you're old enough to make your own decions, regardless of whether your parents agree with them or not... their roof or not...
i still stick with the mechanic thing, the things you really want in life require fighting for, the real good things are never easy, thats why they bring so much joy when you achieve them... because you have worked for them
fight for what you want... not what others expect from you
later down the line when you loom back on your life consider the scenarios... are you going to be happy you studied at some thing you did not enjoy and now have a job you hate just to please the folks... or will you be happy in a job you love, regardless of the stress it took due to parent dissagreement... and once youve succeeded in that field it wont matter anyway...
plus... whats so different from mechanic to personal trainer... one fine tunes cars, the other the human body... its just easier to make money asa mechanic... and more people need one... plus its far more creative and far more appreciated... lets be honest, most people who have a personal trainer dont really wnat to train and change... its the biggest complaint of trainers... anyone who takes their car to a mechanic either for repairs or customization really want it to be there...
food for thought
the dream... again i dont really know you well enough... but... was the fruit killing the spiders and dragons... if so it sounds like a good sign... it sounds like a sign of self development and acknowledgment... as you've gone from using the unrealistic belief of female power alone over coming adversity and changed to a more natural and healthy method of self help, it could possibly mean that... knowing as little as i do, the reason it could feel generaly unsafe, is because familliar childhood territory is under attack from spiders and dragons... this could relate to things in your past being dragged up again, lies and deceipt surround your past as spiders do have a general meaning of weaving webs in your lif.,baring in mind webs are generally used for entrapment and confusion. but the good sign is you were destroying the spiders, which could relate to breaking down the webs already weaved in your life or being weaved... so a breaking down of lies and entrapment...
you managed to keep the attackers at bay, which is also a good sign of self development as you were not overwhelmed, nor where you assisted...
as for the ayu fruit... i dont know what that is, but it will mean something to you... if i knew you better i may be able to help you get to the bottom of that one, or if we could chat properly about it, you'd probably tell me why in the course of the conversation... but that ones for you to figure out...
anyway this could be totally off base as i dont really know you to well as i said... but thats what i got from the very little you told me...
so... the dream seems like it was a good thing... the dreams of self development are never the pleasant happy ones, they're usually the more un nerving ones... but you need to look at and reflect on what it may mean to get anything from it... dont just ignore it... think through it uyourself as well... as they say, the worse it tastes the better it is for you... same kinda thing here
as for the job... theres no question in my mind... theres only one course of direction
get under the hood of a car and start getting greasy
hope this helps