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Guess what!?! LIKE OMG I TOTALLY SUCK!!!!

I ate a bunch of percocet and got drunk and I hung out with Garbage tonight and he is even cooler in person than you could possibly imagine.

I got my cards read and it was nothing new, but I am happy, and tomorrow I get to get Thai food still with Adam and he rules.

Jesus tapdancing christ, goodnight <3

Edited @ 8:30 a.m. to say:

Dear god I feel like death. Duh asshole this is why you don't drink anymore, and then drink and take percocet, and then a klonopin and an allegra for your allergies when you get home cus you can't breathe from the fucking line of blow you did that you promised yourself you would never do again because you hate it and haven't touched it in almost a year but your best friend was like here you go and you were drunk and in a mood and like fuck it and figured if you were falling off the wagon you might as well go big and go as big as you can. WELL WAY TO GO YOU BIG JERK! In case you can't tell, I never learned the words "in moderation."

I learned my lesson, and I let myself down- I know better than this, so I suppose this gnarkill hangover/headache/bodyache/burny nose is definitely a fitting punishment. Man I fucking suck.

Back to being good again, forreal. Feel free to preach, I feel like a hypocrite and like the anti-thesis of healthy living.

Goddamn.

Back into bed.