I caved in and tried to call him today. His number is either disconnected or he changed it. I guess that is that.
I feel nauseous and sad today. The weather is cold and windy and I want someone to hold me and snuggle me with a blanket.
I want my heart to stop hurting. Also my kidneys, but I did that to myself by drinking too much last night.
I want someone to love that loves me back the same way. Is that so wrong?
"I wish I'd never met him" is echoing in the back of my mind.
On a lighter note at least, my friend Garrett is taking me to see Digital Underground next Saturday at the Malibu Inn, and in return I am taking him to see Danzig in December. Now all I need is to find someone to go see Slayer and Killswitch Engage with me on December 17. Maybe I will take Hot Tattoo Girl.
Anyhow, I'm going to go lay back down and try to stop thinking. Hope everyone had at least a decent weekend.
I feel nauseous and sad today. The weather is cold and windy and I want someone to hold me and snuggle me with a blanket.
I want my heart to stop hurting. Also my kidneys, but I did that to myself by drinking too much last night.
I want someone to love that loves me back the same way. Is that so wrong?
"I wish I'd never met him" is echoing in the back of my mind.
On a lighter note at least, my friend Garrett is taking me to see Digital Underground next Saturday at the Malibu Inn, and in return I am taking him to see Danzig in December. Now all I need is to find someone to go see Slayer and Killswitch Engage with me on December 17. Maybe I will take Hot Tattoo Girl.
Anyhow, I'm going to go lay back down and try to stop thinking. Hope everyone had at least a decent weekend.
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Time will heal the wounds on your heart
Take from that particular relationship what you need and leave the rest.
Hope you feel better
where is that story really coming from.