we're taking a break, to let the air between us cleanse.
i miss him already. i just want to be loved and held and told everything is going to be ok. i don't understand why he can't do that for me.
everyone seems to think he'll be back around in a week or so...i just have to get my life back together and learn how to be happy again.
it's gonna be really hard, i feel sick as hell and lonely and i can't stop loving him. but i guess i brought this on myself.
once i am happy again he will probably want to be around me more- once i'm the girl he fell in love with things can go back to being normal. i just have to stop dwelling so much and focus on me right now.
but i really do miss him. terribly. i wish things didn't have to be like this.
happy fucking halloween. i'm going to go throw up and cry some more.
i miss him already. i just want to be loved and held and told everything is going to be ok. i don't understand why he can't do that for me.
everyone seems to think he'll be back around in a week or so...i just have to get my life back together and learn how to be happy again.
it's gonna be really hard, i feel sick as hell and lonely and i can't stop loving him. but i guess i brought this on myself.
once i am happy again he will probably want to be around me more- once i'm the girl he fell in love with things can go back to being normal. i just have to stop dwelling so much and focus on me right now.
but i really do miss him. terribly. i wish things didn't have to be like this.
happy fucking halloween. i'm going to go throw up and cry some more.
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thank you so much for your support, it means so much to me. if i ever meet you in person i am going to hug the hell out of you