Ok I bit the bullet and went shopping and I feel really guilty but I got some new kicks and a new belt and some new t-shirts and while I'm like holy fuck I cannot believe I spent money on myself, it feels really good to have my pants not falling off my ass anymore and now I can throw away my shitty vans. And on the belt standpoint, fuck, I have lost some weight man. Like for so long I have refused to buy a new belt because I was convinced I would jinx myself and then I would blow up like a walrus overnight, but my pants have seriously been falling off to the point where people are like dude, your asscrack, hello, and I am literally having to hold my pants up while I walk, so I dropped down a size and the belt is still 2 notches from being done. I tried on some shorts today while I was out and I'm now a size 3. The fuck?? The last time I went clothes shopping I was approximately a 7. And I still have days where I am like I am the walrus coo coo cachoo. This confirms I have serious body image problems. The end.
Ok my sister has another houseguest for a month and I cannot shit in my own house again. Where can I shit? I am thinking I will have to go to my parent's house and that makes for uncomfortable conversation.
" Why are you here?" Oh, I have to shit.
Riiiight.
Ok my sister has another houseguest for a month and I cannot shit in my own house again. Where can I shit? I am thinking I will have to go to my parent's house and that makes for uncomfortable conversation.
" Why are you here?" Oh, I have to shit.
Riiiight.
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The bit with the houseguest is fucking stupid. WTF. Can't use your own bathroom?
Geesh.
Also heh Yeah. Get yourslef a belt and fitting clothes, leave a half size to a size leeway if you must.
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and congratulations on spending a few dollars on yourself. we all need to do that sometimes otherwise things just get worn out and we become miserable. you shouldn't feel guilty!