vinylgypsy

"you are the ghost behind my eyes..."

/begin ramble

this is the end..
take the risk or shut the way..
have need as our earth takes a last spin round the god fires..
no cause for alarm..
i'm a sucker for mood light..
over the ends of the world we can float away..
no future..
no past..
only now..
hand in bloody hand..
from this...
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"you are now rockin' with the best.."

after i turned 20 i made a rule regarding my birthday and celebrating. the rule is one should only celebrate their birthday every five years. to me that makes sense, rather than make a big deal out of all the middle years.

i prefer to be on my own either way. i think so many years being alone...
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"he sets off..the beauty in her..."

/begin ramble

you cut into me with one word..
you break me in two with that voice..
everytime i put myself back together i leave a piece behind..
the devils laugh when i still act surprised..
the angels look away when i fall to my knees..
i have become what no one else can see..
i live in shadow.....
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"The leaves began to fall..and no one spoke at all..."

/begin ramble

idle listener meet humble observer..
trials of time past the gloom of low notes..
our lives are piano and violin..
the lonely man's orchestra..
i see more in your eyes than i hear in your voice..
perhaps in another life we could be lovers..
let us meet past the looking glass with heart's...
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"Ich hab' keine Lust.."

/begin ramble

you ask me to show a little compassion..
the feeling is so numb to me now..
dreams don't make me cry anymore..
do my unseen scars make me more artistic?
should i cut a little deeper next time?
shed a little red just to get a thrill..
tie myself around your fragile shell..
like a hammer to glass the...
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"temporarily pacify this hunger that's so cruel.."

/begin

my heart can weigh as much as stone when the mood is light..
my love can be pitch black on days the sun goddess gives a smile..
perfection lies in the subtle unique of your body..
each dip and curve i lick my lips in anticipation..
snowfall down your spine..
leave me here to find myself again.....
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"Everyday is exactly the same..."

why is it depression always creeps in late at night when i have no one to talk to? i miss having someone to call on and empty my thoughts to during these down times.

i'm not ashamed to admit i've cried myself to sleep many times like some sort of hurt child. am i fool to be so sensitive? or...
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"i did it my way.."

i'm not even sure if anyone on my friends list even checks my page any more but regardless i want to take this time to apologize for a previous rant of mine (which is now gone). it wasn't aimed at anyone here but was just some emptied rage i had bottled up for a while.

i did hurt someones feelings...
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