been a slow week..
my lower back has been feeling busted for a few days so it's hard to sit at my computer for my usual extended sessions. at the moment i have a spongebob pillow wedged between my back and my chair that only does the trick for a little while.
have to vist the dentist later this afternoon... Read More
i've been here many times before..
this day has been years..
i know my flaws and faults..
obvious to all and consume my every thought..
am i a slave to my fears?
the devils and ghosts remind me with the replay..
she is always here..
long gone but closer than ever..
love is an endless masquerade..
it is up to me to kill... Read More
Just had time to read your last couple of entries...how is your cousin? I'm sorry...and it does suck that trauma can bring people together more than laughter. Hang in there- it wont rain forever.
i'm sure anyone reading this right now know that life can have a pretty sick way of keeping you on your toes. there are times in my life where the old saying "when it rains, it pours" rings true in every way. there are these unexpected dark clouds that just grow and spread over you and makes you afraid... Read More
"'cause even your smile hurts..oh it hurts like hell.."
/begin ramble
here i follow your footsteps..
with each one i study and compare..
i catch you eyeing me from ahead..
so many faces you have..
all just as beautiful as the last..
you beckon me to keep up..
you assure me we are so close..
i have been walking for years..
there are no words... Read More
i've discovered i have a disgusting amount of free time on my hands. well to say i "discovered" that tidbit of my life would be a lie. i could safely say the flag has long been planted in the muddy earth of my mind.
some would say having an interest and some "talent" in so many forms of art would... Read More