vidalwolf

aww darling don't be broken!!!

If and when I go to New York, you better believe that I'm going to look you up. It's always fun to meet people off this site.

So you're leaving SG for good? Boohoo. Keep in touch thru email and good luck with everything. Remember: CHIN UP! Life is full of adventure...


xoxo

congrats my dear it sounds like things are going your way!!

I'm sorry to hear that. Really sux. Don't let it get you down too much though. Did you set the date for another time?

I've been messing around with this guy I met at work, and I've started to like him... but he tells me that I'm only a fuck buddy to him. Fucking breaks my heart. I'm always the fuck buddy, it's never anything more. I'm really really down about this. Mostly because I'm always so stupid to get into physical relationship with guys, and I end up fucking myself over. I always pull this shit and end up regretting it later. He asked me if I liked him (I think he could tell) and I told him no (I had to lie) and I'm trying to play it off like I don't care. This is what I've learned to do best - shut down, turn off my feelings, pretend like my heart hasn't died.

Love really does suck, doesn't it?

I would treat it as a date, considering you did ask her to get food with you. Treat her like a princess, be yourself, and see what happens. I'm not quite sure how to interpret what she said, but I wouldn't get too nervous about it just yet. Go on the date and have fun. At least you had the guts to ask her out, and you won't be wondering what if. Even if it doesn't work out, have a good time and make the most of it. I agree that girls can be confusing.

I was sent flowers and candy at my work the other day... a guy who used to work there asked me to dinner over Halloween weekend. I'm not too sure how I feel about it - he's sooo sweet for sending me the gifts, and he seems like a nice guy, but I'm not too sure if I'm feeling any chemistry. I do want to give him a chance though. I don't remember the last time a guy got me flowers. How could I not say yes?


xoxo

aww.yeah halloween parties are fun when they actually happen..im not sure whats going on with mine anymore

you should def go to the parade! have you ever been to it?? its awesome

and you'll find something to do..there is always something to do in the city!

I'm glad you're trying not to let that dumb bitch get to you. Love can really kick you in the ass sometimes, but you can't let it bring you down forever. It just isn't worth it.

Hope you're doing well.

xoxo

hmm i'm not sure i remember getting an email from you at all ..let alone one that would sketch me out
what did it say?

hehe
so yeah i wouldn't worry

congradulations new friend!!!

aww thank you darling im good. well you sound like you are really Happy! thats so great! and yeah you dont need a girl to complete you. besides you have more fun when your single anyway!

Hey! Glad you're back. You disappeared for a while there, so I thought you were just gone. I've added you back as a friend, no worries.

Thanks for the sweet comments on my rejected set. I have a new idea for a different one, so hopefully I'll be an SG one of these days.

xoxo

Aww, cheer up. I would try to give you a little pep talk entry, but when you're feeling fucking shitty, I know that doesn't help. I've definitely been there. Hell, I'm there right now too - lonely, getting screwed over by boys left and right, and even worse, having to listen to my roommate fucking her annoying boyfriend in the next room every night. AAARRRGHHH. Could they be anymore obnoxious?? Plus, I'm still jobless and in heavy debt... I got caught for shoplifting, so now I have to pay buttloads of $$ in fines. Fucking corporate system. Grrr. I'm karmically scarred for life. I bring it upon myself I suppose. Anyways, I'm sure that didn't cheer you up, but I'm just letting you know that there's someone here who understands. Thank god for antidepressants, booze, and weed. Where would I be without them?

Take care... this too shall pass.

xoxo, CC

yeah its hard to get back into the swing of things once you've sopped for so long..
i think to myself i can be good. come home from work and exercize or i can sit around eating cookies and watching shitty horror movies all night.. shitty horror movies and cookies are much more fun if you ask me

SOOO sorry to hear about your bad karma lately. Sucks to lose a job. As for me, all those interviews were for nothing. Didn't get any good news. Still scouring monster.com for a lowly job. I hate doing that shit. No to mention I'm flat out broke. Fuck. Life just sucks sometimes, doesn't it?

xoxo, CC

no its ok you didnt weird me out. i just didnt get the im till the next morning. hahah yeah well i dunno. i've always wanted to be a pirate so maybe you stole that line from me

tell me about it... eric told me about the news with him and nicole... make sure hes okay... i feel miserable because i cant be there for him... see you when i get back