i could not do the easy thing and so it was the hard thing i knew how to do. sitting in my room like i was living with my parents again and i only had two minutes to get to the bus stop but i had to get my shoes on still and all that i just wanted two lousy minutes and i wanted to tear my hair out but i got a new one and you know those books would just be like all the others quiet unless i read them and i was running out of time i sat on the floor crying i wish and i wish and i wish and i sat in the bathtub saying if something comes along i'm going to take it and i thought of him and how he blushed when i said that he must read alot because everytime i saw him he had a different book and although sweet it does not change me and it does'nt matter what you do for my birthday because because i thought of me going down the street in the dark away from this i saw myself free
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your voice is beautiful, strega. thank you.