there are things you need to do...get going. with the morning comes a list and no questions. there is a way to move and that is foward. off you go. the cat is crying and there is one last question pounding something ,a choice to end what hurts but it is not simple and there are some shoes i can't wear anymore. it is the eye contact and a rude nudge that floats people above to bring them below. he asked me later what it was all about and i did'nt have an answer. some say anger is natural. but i had a lovely dinner and i bought the right color lipstick and guilt,that fucking dog, kept its distance. funny when you know your alone on something. part of you does'nt stick around but joins other like minded souls in the ether. or you rock yourself or you call yourself names, but there were some surprises, he came back to love me and i wanted to fix things again.
sally_struthers:
What is hurting you, Strega?