vervain______

i was hungry, so i ate. i was thirsty, so i drank. now i am here, almost optimistic. which brings me to a nice lead in. radiohead has a song called optimistic, which is funny almost, since the band's music and general feel is quite the opposite. the main chorus is "f you try the best you can, if you try the best you can, the best you can is good enough." what a wonderful reminder. of course, that song was an oasis, tucked inbetween other songs that expressed my own pain and anger perfectly. i would cry when i heard that song or i would play it over and over again.