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I was sleeping and dreaming the most wonderful dream and then I woke up to a kitty miaoing at my door. I cannot get back to sleep. At least I don't have work or class tomorrow.

my eyes hurt
my back hurts
my jaw hurts
my feet hurt
my heart hurts
i must stop because i realize i could write pages at the moment. i have realized my room is a sensory deprivation area.

gazing into that pasty beyond
never again i said over and over
yet it draws me close
burning me with the sear of the bleakest expanse
can we stick together
i've heard it's cold
but you disobey me
and scamper away just out of reach
i want to imbed into myself an imprint
to last until the last fire simmers down
and that omnipresent chill...
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It is psychobilly night at the Sidebar. That is where I am heading. *kisses for Jason* SGPhilly rawks. I cannot wait to see more pics.

I have such fabulous supportive friends and special ones surrounding me. I know that they are there for me when I need them and I just wanted to let them all know how great they are. *muchos besos to la gente* And one bearhug to a boy who will be boarding a plane and setting in motion a chain of events which will lead into...
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Sometimes you need to be grounded and feel that crunch of the dirt below your feet. I am ready to travel. You have my hand and though one may stumble, two are far sturdier than one.

You don't know me.

I resolve to go out more. This is inspired by SGPhilly. Something inside me hurts. I too am scared. Why doesn't someone have all the answers?
It appears that there are a lot of new questions but in reality they have been there forever.

SGPhilly is making me all excited like!

xoxo sarah

Once I was a tiny girl
with tiny little fingernails
leaning over to pick up your penny
carelessly tossed to the side
forgotten with nary another thought
i saw everything
filtering through the fillaments in the air
peering between those delicate minute slivers
a decent man passes by
forsaking in actuality
once my vision was so remarkably clear
do you remember when i could see...
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