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Thankfully, I have been taking better care of myself and my mental illness hasn't been as troublesome as it was at times in the past. I feel thankful and blessed for this.

I started an art journal again, and have been making art. I actually have a lot of creative related projects/plans coming up. I probably won't be posting here as I don't use this...
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I have schizoaffective so I have voices that constantly bother me about things, things I don't even understand why I am associated with. But nonetheless I feel the need to post publically just to clarify that these are facts in my life:

- The only drug I would consider using currently is cannabis, which is legal where I live (Canada!)

- I do not drink...
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I got thinking about this and wondered if anyone felt like sharing how they found SuicideGirls and decided to become a member? I'm just curious, so it's totally voluntary information if anyone does feel like sharing.

I, myself, found out about the site shortly after it's launch in 2002 and joined just about right away. A friend I had met on the internet while I...
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user997870:
I loved your blog and I really liked how you found out about SG in my case I was a teenager when SG worked, I practically fell in love with the models because of the tattoos because I love them and I have several too hehe but at the time I was underage and I went to research and analyze how the site works and October 2019 I was recruited by the wonderful @doce explained many things to me and I am still a baby model in here hehe but still in the fight to become a SG the members are amazing 💖
shalil:
I actually don't remember how I found out about SG 😅
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You can catch me live streaming on Twitch weekday afternoons at 2pm. I stream anywhere from 2-8 hours daily, depending on how I feel (I deal with chronic illness which prevents me from working) and if I'm not live then it is usually only because I have other obligations for that day.

The URL to my stream is @ https://twitch.tv/m00nleupe (that is zeros, not O's...
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I hate being so overly emotional all the time, but I looked back over my SuicideGirls blog and read a lot of the comments and things from the years and bawled my eyes out and thought of so many beautiful people I've never met that I probably won't ever get to meet and just how awful that feels sometimes.

I wish I could send you...
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zeroburritos:
For the writers out there: Does reading things in different typefaces give the text different meaning for you too?  It ranges from "Oh, I get it" to "#triggered" hahaha
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I resubscribed to this site to see how it's doing and what's up. Still beautiful women :)

A lot has changed maybe in the last few years so let me see what can be said:

First of all I feel like addressing the username. It's not meant to be offensive, it's actually because after I moved back to Canada in 2005 I found that I...
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zeroburritos:
The profile picture is not done by me, it was done by SundayShu and is my Final Fantasy XIV character commission.
violanti:
Welcome back and thank you for sharing.
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I'm heading back to school. I know, I'm a bit surprised too but basically I need a job. A serious job. I need to develop professionally and intellectually so that I can perform my dream job. I am versatile and open to whatever comes my way in the field though. When I started school in 2000 for my web design degree I kind of thought...
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oracle:
i’m not gone yet, I’ll be around for a couple more months anyway.  Where did you get your place?
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I have schitzoaffective bipolar. It is a struggle to keep my consistent ideal mind zone going consistently and positively.

A lot of the time I feel like I am having arguments with people in my head. Arguing about what I'm doing with my time because i wrote a to do list and suddenly I visited that one person's house and now my mind wants to...
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crystal:
Courage !!kisskisskiss
zeroburritos:
thank you biggrin
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I finished a painting I started over a year ago. I feel accomplished. This isn't the first, nor will it be the last, and despite my not very goodness at painting I am quite pleased with it. I used a reference photo because I was captivated by her tattoos but I didn't have the brushes right now to get the tattoo detail that I was...
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