I got to thinking today. I've been trying to figure out my next move in life. I don't enjoy the job I have but I've been doing it for so long, I don't know what else I could do. Anyhow I got to thinking about younger me, living in a big city alone, trying to figure out my life. I guess some things never change. I got to thinking about where I used to live, where I used to eat and drink, and then about a girl. I've written before about getting teary-eyed and nostalgic but I was transported right back to that time. The sights, the sounds, the feels. I started daydreaming about how I met her and the song that reminded me of her. I thought about my old job and my life back then. Times were different for me, like they are for everyone. I'm sure I've forgotten more than I'll ever remember but reminiscing made me smile a bit. I miss the past. I miss how things were and if I could go back ten years, I'd do things differently. I'd enjoy it more. Sometime soon I'll pack up from work. I'll turn off my computer and tidy up my desk. I'll get in the car for my drive home and I'll be humming a song i used to listen to while riding the bus or train to work. I'll smile again thinking of that time, and knowing that I'm STILL trying to figure out life.
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